wow one year already O.o what i could remember was july 10 2009 that very friday eary morning i was enlisted to serve and protect the country. ever since all my life change. 2 months BMT, another 2 months doing some courses at air force. and till this year feb i went into GOH for base com COC (Change Of Command), follow by CDF COC, and now today is the day for SAF day, yet i now falling sick, dint take part. now i could only forcuse on is this year highlight, NDP 2010, training start few month back an now day by day getting nearer to the day, this week will be the last CCR at padang, after that will be 3 NE show follow by a preview show for pri 5 and lastly Aug 9. all this while it really very tireing. but i know it will all be worth it in the end.
oya the main highlight be be the Mobile Column which you will see in the video, and of coure city march 2.3km, and a bit of highlight for NDP 2010, cant wait though haha.

i don wish to say much about my own personal life, just hope i can carry on.

counting down for NDP 2010 ``39 days!!``

counting down to my ORD ``313 days more!!``

today is mother day. i would like to wish every mother here a happy days ahead and furture. to my mum and my late grandma, tks for everything. logging out now bye

4 months...its been 4 months pasts to this date. Ah ma how u been? up there gt your fav D-24 ma? what about fried kaw toe? a lot more to ask u bt knowing i will hav more spelling error like those few i guess i better stop.Ah ma till now i still missing you too much.

There lots of things i hav been regerting since u left, if times could go back, i will spent really more time chating. although sometime at night before i go slp i will check on you and chat with u a while, bt how i wish... and if times could go back, i wish i could pei u go out with family. but i knowi was busy working, playing. That day when i was working and i saw you with dad they all at my workplace, i really really HATE MYSELF and REGERT. cos that was de last time i see you healthy`!!

Now thinking back i really cnt forgive myself. Ah ma i hope u will be my ah ma once more`!! it will be never change all my life.

many things happen for the past months. that few months am really tired. bt now...
today is 3-8-08, one month death avi of my loving grandma`!!! though i know when you left us in that room when i saw your face, i know you are happy. for me i will be happy if that the way you wan it, bt on the other side of my heart.. AH MA I REALLY CNT BEAR YOU TO LEAVE ME`!!

thank you for taking care and growin up with me for the past 20 years. after you left, at home i went find our pasts photos, saw our pasts video of genting and many more. at home i rememb the things you done. sometime i go market i rememb going with you hav breakfast. i rememb when i was young i was playful, always making you angry but smile in the end. i rememb everytime in the middle of the nitz knowing you fall asleep. i will go in and off the tv, but i know i will not be able to do that anymore. i rememb when i was young each time my hair is long, you will cut for me, no matter nice or not i will still like it, i rememb asking you to help me wash some dits in my cloths you are always willing, i rememb each time early morning when i wake up for sch you are already washing the bowl and making hot water. theres many things i could say about you but i don wish to go on. Now all i could say is AH MA XIE XIE NII`!!

ah ma i miss your curry`!
i miss your dumping`!

not forgeting ppl who were there for me. thanks
tc and smile : )

"Let Love Lead The Way"

What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun
What does her future hold that's the story left unknown
Will she make it through her days, let our love lead the way
Part of me laughs (ooooh)
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why (question why)
What good is their joy
And why is there pain (ooh)
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here
Next you are gone

No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain, she wants to break the chain
She'll keep pressing everyday and she'll find her own sweet way
Part of me laughs (me laughs)
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (wants to question why)

One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will go on)
Just keep the faith (keep your faith)
And let love lead the way (I know, I know, I know, ooh whoa)
You can be all that and still can be who you are
You gotta know for sure that it isn't make believe
You may feel weak but you are strong
Don't you give up ifIf you keep holding on, you'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah
Part of me laughs
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (question)
Why is thee pain
Why is there sunshine then the rain

One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will)
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way (lead the way)
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Love lead the way

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SMALL ANIMALS
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Her Smile

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BETRAYERS
BACKSTABBERS
LIAR
TO B ALONE
TIREDNESS
See Her Tears
See Her Pain

HIS FAMILY TO STAY HAPPY
HIS BROS & MEIIS TO STAY CHEERFUL
NEW CLOTHS
REALLY REALLY 4GET DE PAST
OWN ROOM GT AIR-CON
CHANGE MYSELF
OWN CAR
PASS MY TP
DO WELL FOR HIGHER
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