Friday, November 17, 2006 ;
4:15 AMY
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jus came back home. went out cycle ard. chit chat wif doris at her hse.haiz veri sianz. past few daes jus workin owas de same. nitz jiiu chat wif lao po. heex. so dui bu qi nvbr peii nii chat jus now wor :(
haiz realli tired of life le. some ppl cn tell i am owas havin a lot of tings kiip in my heart bt i jus dunno whr how to start. bt the fact is i realli don wana fan anyone. work, study, family,friends,gan i whr gt even dare go tink abt myself. am realli cheerful bt why do ppl still tink i am not. cuz of my fake smile? i dunno. ppl might like i dun realli like to tok bt i oso sometime don understand myself. sometime realli do cnt take it jus wana
die tis veri min. bt.. best not ba. love nitz time, windly coolin and relaxin` to owas tink a lot. stare at de star only for each hr min and sec watchin de earth movin to a new dae each time. jus how long mre?? nbms ba. am owas tryin to stay de mii. itr meetin bro niick and well go shopin dan jiiu meet en and wen meii.heex gtg le tc ba``
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