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Saturday, December 30, 2006 ; 10:43 PMY
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22-12-06

woke up quite late. 2 plus meet en and wen they all. help them carry some ting to de park first. went 2gether wif bro niick. act oledi in bus slowly go one big round de lo to mrt. bt dan half way en sae de supplies oledi down there waitin for us liao. dan so take cab them lo. aiyoo bt another ting so sad is tot they pay de tings liao. i oso nvbr bring much money out. so ite wait for one guy name jonathan ba. pay liao jiiu go find pitch 4 lo. btw dat uncle veri gd and nice lo. haah. dan down there slack and tok cock a bit. de rest all so slow de lo.

they reach liao jiiu start play flour and water bome. haha. veri fun wor. realli did hav quite a lot of fun time for a longgg time le. haiz bt dan ite still smth happen. realli spoilt my mood. suan liao. don wan sae. bt en mei and some other ppl go back first. left mi and wen mei and oso some other peeps. slack till 12 plus jiiu take cab back to yishun norrh. peii meii chat and ton de whole nitz at her place de playground. reach home ard 7 plus. anyway is still a memable fun time i had. thx for everyting :)

btw i will be away for quite a while. wana tired myself by workin everydae till nxt weekend. no off dae no break mean shiok for mi. haiz well tml will be countdown for 2007, reali times flies. my class ppl call mi sae ask mi go chatlet for tml. i dunno i wana go or agn do de same when it was christmas eve. slack all alone by myself durin de countdown??. haiz kkies wun be realli updatein till nxt week end. tc ba.


gg to write smth down here to let mi and mayb other to know mre abt life ba...

"wherever we go in life there owas smth to be learned" ~#

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006 ; 11:00 PMY
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been away for quite long ba. wana be alone and away for a while. readi tired of life. i no most ppl out there. ppl who i know or dunno will face de same pro.feelin realli low. mayb due to rain ba. how i wish i cn be refresh all over by killin myself. i felt i let down my parents, brothers, friends, cousins and my meiis. for many years i hav owas been a happi person, love life no matter wad. now... haiz, bt whenever i seen ppl wif happy look on thier faces i will smile and somtime 4get tinkin some tings for a few sec. bt kiip tellin myself to try push on. 5 years.. 10 years.. 20 years... hope i am able to make it. realli realli wish gt a older brothers takin care of mi. realli veri siick and tired of been de oldest. mostly felt am lookin after tis family alone. and lastly i realli realli don like my life`!!!!!!!!!. i don no wad cause tis change in mi. seein both my bro will be havin betta life dan mi. many many mre tings to sae. don wana continure.bt i wana sae is i realli wan to thx my brosthers friends and meis for tokin some sense in mi. they are there for mi. stop till here and sae wad happen past daes ba.

2dae went work. wake up early and found out it still rainin since ytd. ite was late for mre dan half an hr dur to jam and flood of water. was veri slack de whole dae.shoe and sock was oledi so wet even b4 i start work. shit lo.end work jiiu wait for 138 for soo long lo. mre dan 35min. dan finllay jiiu reach lo. along tompson road there gt road block lo. so de bus gt to stop there fo abt 15 to 20 min tokin to de policeman.cuz in front was full of water. they block de whole road to it lo. sian lo. dan gt two women beside mi cnt stand them lo. kiip tokin among themself dat de bus cn chiong wan lo blah blah blah blah. cnt stand them lo. dan tis guy was standin in front of mi. so KPO lo kiip on lookin and lookin wad happen. see see nbms lo. bt come so near mi and see lo,like wan smell my breast like dat.is like die die oso muz see wad happen wan lo. stoopid lo. ite i cnt take it jiiu half way when de bus driver tokin to de policeman i ask cn open de door for mi to go out lo. dan jiiu went out walk to bus stop. dan itr some ppl jiiu follow mi lo. there 4 buses of 138 jam 2gether leh. de flood realli veri deep lo. dan jiiu take cab home as de road been block so no mre bus will come in lo. wad a shit dae. jam for almost 2 hr out there. tml don wan go work. shoe so wet how to go. hack care liao la.

16-12-06

went to ah pek hse at 4 plus to cebrat my ah ma bdae ^^ reach le jiiu play wif dog watch tv and chat wif cousins. dan at 7 plus jiiu go one resturtant eat. quite nice la. dan sing bdae song and take pic. after so long finllay seen my ah ma been realli happy. seein her happy wo jiiu feel content le. not only her bt to all de ppl i no. at 11 plus jiiu reach home le.realli had fun.

lifestillgoeson`~


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Thursday, December 14, 2006 ; 10:39 PMY
X33

12-12-06

hiaz been realli bz chiong work so no time update. hmm last tues went out 4pm went out pay a visit to my old workplace 7-11 at YMCA. chit chat wif pandu and relisne a lots of things change. haiz. dan went to SMU store visit siaO mei and suhaimie hav dinner oso. and get to no a lot mre tings. hiaz bad bad bad mre bad news`. realli veri sad. anyway wait for my gd friend glen to come work at 7pm, sae haloo dan went home wif suhaimie. haiz :(

13-12-06

morin wake up at 6am dan leave hse at 7am to go work lo.help ard J8 and dinnin lo. bt slack mre oso. heex wif johnny. 5pm end work jiiu went over to SPH help thir and oso pass de key to feng li. take bus to amk and take mrt to pty find en and wen meii. haah went over gif them suprise. gt sotong blur blur gt see each others liao bt dat sotong dunno is de person =-=" lame rite. hav lots of fun. went shop ard for shoe for en's mother. my legs was so pain dur to standin for too long. dui bu qi wor meii. haiz, a while itr jiiu went take mrt find niick. gif him a suprise oso.lols walk abit jiiu go home le. haiz

14-12-06

same wake up early for work. 2dae do SPH. so damn sian lo`!!. at there for 8 hrs doin nthin only sit there stand there tokin to myself lamin to myself entertain myself. cuz rain de whole dae. haiz. realli feel gd and nice to feel de wind and rain near mi. tink lots of tings agn. i tink i let everyone down. am jus realli a peice of unless shit. i wish i could realli be in one coner whr no one realli no or see mi 4ever. for de first time after many years of holdin back. i felt i hav no mre strenge in mi oledi. realli wana lay death. eh guess i will try be fine after a while ba.

de pic frm gentin i will upload after my off my work ba. tc


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Monday, December 11, 2006 ; 11:39 PMY
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backk`!! haah. last nitz reach sg at 11pm. wah sian lo de custom jam like gt lots of Sotong blockin de way norrh :x haah. was havin lots of fun playin de outdoor term park. and disiaO my little cousin wahaha. eh tis how my time goes by...

8-12-06

wake up at 5am, bath eat a bit jiiu go take cab to dunno wad place la =-=" heex. dan sit there wait for de coarh to come norrh. wah gd wor de coarch gt a small tv to watch and play de. at least wun so board on de way. reach gentin at 2:30pm. slack ard b4 gg ad check in de rm. nthin much jus walk ard outside and inside lo. dan hav dinner.dan wo alone went back rm rest lo. don feel like walkin. watch tbee look outside de window. was damn shiok lo. how i wish cn stay there 4ever =P heex. each time look outside feel so relax bt started tinkin lots of tings agn. ard 1plus jiiu slp le.was rainin oso nehh so windly and coolin haah.

9-12-06

cousin call 7am. dan jiiu wake up le lo. bath jiiu hav breakfast wif family and de rest of de ppl. all de food there veri nice nehh.haah. ard 10 plus jiiu go play de outdoor le. play many many games lo. hav fun kiip disiaoin my bro and cousin bleah heex. 6plus jiiu go back rm, bath agn jiiu go for dinner. after dat jiiu go watch a show at 9pm. damn sian de show. wana slp durin de show lo. my mother oso lols. i and my cousin kiip disiao de ppl there. hahax. show ended at 10 plus. dan peii my bro play arcade. buy Famous Amos oso :/ anyway watch tbee till 2 plus jiiu slp le.

10-12-06

wake up at 8 plus. hav breakfast. dan went pack some tings le lo. went walk walk wif my family. buy shirts and some gifts oso. haah.plannin to take cable car rides de. bt de ppl there sae when wan return de "Q" will be 2hr wait. wah no time lo. cuz de coarch will be comin ard 2 plus.walk smre dan jiiu go check out le lo. wait for de bus come dan jiiu go back le.wah gg back sg de jouruy veri de long lo. gt jams oso. reach sg jiiu take cab back home le.

overall am realli havin a fun dae and time. hope de nxt time will be wif my friends as i might plan for one ba. anyway gtg tc will upload pic too soon ba`!!

fun fun fun`~#
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Friday, December 08, 2006 ; 5:35 AMY
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writein tis post for de week le ba. time now is 5:30am. haah gg to gentin soon liao le. hope will be fun. bt gota miss all de peep here. my gan oso`!!. kkies le gtg le tc`!!

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Sunday, December 03, 2006 ; 11:39 PMY
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been MIA for quite long. haah eh last week nthin much. last monday was invited by my boss for dinner wif all my collcague. quite fun la. after dat went to doris hse slack lo cuz don feel like gg home so fast.went home ard 12 plus jiiu feel my whole body funny norrh. dan jiiu go slp.

mornin been awaked up quite early by my dad help him do smth, haiz a while itr was reali feelin weild as was bathin for abt 1hr plus which i oso dunno lo. after dat a lots of tings happen. not gg to sae here jus saein am down wif gastric flu. hate tis siickness lo. so xin ku.

now feelin betta a lot le. ytd was my bro 13 bdae :) went out wif family to duck rice at haborfront. dan went to Mount Faber to catch fresh air and see de colourful lights ard. nice nehh haah. take some pic wif my grandma. after dat jiiu went East Coart Park slack. went watch soccer and eat lo. ard 11plus jiiu went home liao le

2dae nthin much jus slp and slp and slp (oo) =P heex well overall fun`!! gtg rest liao. tc`!!

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