Friday, March 16, 2007 ;
9:44 PMY
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guess is been long i hav since updated. as some ppl already kip askin mi to :) have been workin my ass off since i grad last dec. 2 weeks ago tp call mi to go for make up lesson on 5 to 9 of march which is last week.was quite happy abt it as i tot i might really end up in army soon. durin tis five days of study hav been seein lots of friends and my sec ex-classmate. bt i get to know is not comfirm de haiz
last tues went back school take exams. really hope cn pass. study for 2 hrs de nitz b4 bt ite de qus still quite hard ba :( now i cn only hope for de best. by tis week they will inform mi abt it. veri scare lo. i pomies myself and someone if i do get in i will study hard in higher nitec. noo mre playin like last time.
after exams till now which mean i fully rested for 3 whole days at home. no work no study just roting at home. bt hav been slackin out at nitz alone or wif friends. and guess i hav been thinking a lot. too tired. wonder i gt how many death brain cell in mi left. mre and mre things to worry abt ppl ard mi. what tis world hav become?? been as de oldest bro in de family is oso veri tireding.cn only really find peace at nitz. bt wadever it is i still try my best i could do to everyone who i love. to mi money is not really dat important though we all cn only live once so ppl will think gt money dan cn enjoy life to de fullest.why i say tis is cuz last few days. went slack out at nitz past 12 at 600 plus. was wif phelan chatin under blk. after a while saw quite a some guys and gals came out frm de taxi. some rush up take lift some went up de stairs. at dat moment i sense smth gg to happen. few sec itdr they was lots of loud noise.so told phelan we betta move to another spot. as i know some will be walkin down to keep a look out. they was so fightin gg on. as i heard dat tis family their daughter own them money ba blah blah.after a while 2 police cars came. dat was fast haah. b4 dat heard de mother was scoldin CB lo :x cn oso hear de daughter was cryin haiz.all i could do now is continue help others ba. tml will be workin till nxt week friday. hope tp will call soon :/
tc everyone`!!smile ^^<*meltpplhearrtsbysmiiling`>@ smiileforrmyfurtture?
