Novan

long enough

2010-07-01T11:21:00.004+08:00

wow one year already O.o what i could remember was july 10 2009 that very friday eary morning i was enlisted to serve and protect the country. ever since all my life change. 2 months BMT, another 2 months doing some courses at air force. and till this year feb i went into GOH for base com COC (Change Of Command), follow by CDF COC, and now today is the day for SAF day, yet i now falling sick, dint take part. now i could only forcuse on is this year highlight, NDP 2010, training start few month back an now day by day getting nearer to the day, this week will be the last CCR at padang, after that will be 3 NE show follow by a preview show for pri 5 and lastly Aug 9. all this while it really very tireing. but i know it will all be worth it in the end.
oya the main highlight be be the Mobile Column which you will see in the video, and of coure city march 2.3km, and a bit of highlight for NDP 2010, cant wait though haha.

i don wish to say much about my own personal life, just hope i can carry on.

counting down for NDP 2010 ``39 days!!``

counting down to my ORD ``313 days more!!``

2009-05-11T00:52:00.002+08:00

today is mother day. i would like to wish every mother here a happy days ahead and furture. to my mum and my late grandma, tks for everything. logging out now bye

2008-11-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

4 months...its been 4 months pasts to this date. Ah ma how u been? up there gt your fav D-24 ma? what about fried kaw toe? a lot more to ask u bt knowing i will hav more spelling error like those few i guess i better stop.Ah ma till now i still missing you too much.

There lots of things i hav been regerting since u left, if times could go back, i will spent really more time chating. although sometime at night before i go slp i will check on you and chat with u a while, bt how i wish... and if times could go back, i wish i could pei u go out with family. but i knowi was busy working, playing. That day when i was working and i saw you with dad they all at my workplace, i really really HATE MYSELF and REGERT. cos that was de last time i see you healthy`!!

Now thinking back i really cnt forgive myself. Ah ma i hope u will be my ah ma once more`!! it will be never change all my life.

2008-08-03T19:59:00.004+08:00

many things happen for the past months. that few months am really tired. bt now...
today is 3-8-08, one month death avi of my loving grandma`!!! though i know when you left us in that room when i saw your face, i know you are happy. for me i will be happy if that the way you wan it, bt on the other side of my heart.. AH MA I REALLY CNT BEAR YOU TO LEAVE ME`!!

thank you for taking care and growin up with me for the past 20 years. after you left, at home i went find our pasts photos, saw our pasts video of genting and many more. at home i rememb the things you done. sometime i go market i rememb going with you hav breakfast. i rememb when i was young i was playful, always making you angry but smile in the end. i rememb everytime in the middle of the nitz knowing you fall asleep. i will go in and off the tv, but i know i will not be able to do that anymore. i rememb when i was young each time my hair is long, you will cut for me, no matter nice or not i will still like it, i rememb asking you to help me wash some dits in my cloths you are always willing, i rememb each time early morning when i wake up for sch you are already washing the bowl and making hot water. theres many things i could say about you but i don wish to go on. Now all i could say is AH MA XIE XIE NII`!!

ah ma i miss your curry`!
i miss your dumping`!

not forgeting ppl who were there for me. thanks
tc and smile : )

2008-06-29T15:14:00.002+08:00

"Let Love Lead The Way"

What makes this world go round
Will the answer let her down
She is so sweet and young
And her life has just begun
What does her future hold that's the story left unknown
Will she make it through her days, let our love lead the way
Part of me laughs (ooooh)
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why (question why)
What good is their joy
And why is there pain (ooh)
Why is there sunshine and the rain
One day you're here
Next you are gone

No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain, she wants to break the chain
She'll keep pressing everyday and she'll find her own sweet way
Part of me laughs (me laughs)
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (wants to question why)

One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will go on)
Just keep the faith (keep your faith)
And let love lead the way (I know, I know, I know, ooh whoa)
You can be all that and still can be who you are
You gotta know for sure that it isn't make believe
You may feel weak but you are strong
Don't you give up ifIf you keep holding on, you'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah
Part of me laughs
Part of me cries (I cry)
Part of me wants to question why (question)
Why is thee pain
Why is there sunshine then the rain

One day you're here (you're here)
Next you are gone (you're gone)
No matter what we must go on (I will)
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way (lead the way)
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Love lead the way

2008-05-05T09:14:00.002+08:00

nthin much to say. lots of down moment bt some up as well. all i could say is hope everyone well. Kar hoe and wen mei stay happy owas. anything come tell me abt it. there nthin cnt be solve. and lastly to my baobei mei rememb jia you in mid-year and everything. after everything jiiu go out liao le`!! smile all

2008-04-18T02:36:00.002+08:00

i am tired. no one know act wad really gg on. even de person i been takin care of dun. all i know...

IJUUSTSIIMPPLYLOOVENIIGHTTFFALL`!!!!!!!!!!!!

LISTEN no matter what i will still hang on and FIGHT`!!!

shining stars
bight moon

2008-04-12T15:47:00.003+08:00

a lots things happen lately bt still holdin on. DIE DIE STILL WUN GIF UP`!!! kah hoe was been amitted to TTSH last wed night for high fever. went see him and his eye was so big :x he jus been dischange one hr ago. hao hao rest : ) and wen mei BETTER hav a gd rest hoh`!! your eat shit gt 7 penuts le huh lols. cn i eat?? bleahs. and en mei NO MATTER WAD GOR STILL HAVEN GIF UP. last thrus veri yong gan le kkies. one mre to go. bt this time is easy le. chocolate and many things still waitin for u`!!

startin sch soon sianz. wonder how my result and will get de course i choose?? haiz metally tired
hope EVERTHING goes smooth

LOVE ALL`!!!!!

2008-04-01T02:40:00.001+08:00

things fly. and everthing i been though is like in a TV dama. its been a long show it has been so far. bt so far i nvbr regaet takin up tis role in tis show. there has been a lot of enjoyment and not in de show. i play mine and others hav their own. i just do how much i cn.

when finally hav a gd rest in de night. jus thinkin wht will be de nxt part be. sometime heart cnt take it cos happy lo. now as i writin am thinkin wht will be store for me. will it be de same or diff??

and now many gd things to be rememb and bad things which is hard to forget. i compare myself frm now and de past. REALLY DIFF. dun wish to say much. jus tc everyone

those things i wrote is jus a joke as today is april fool. nice??

heaarttbleeddin
sooulloost
blannkmiind

2008-02-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year`!! Everyone to enjoy. TC

Sittin here staring at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
I'm tryin to write you this song
But i can hardly see the page at all
Cause it's breaking my heart
When i look in your eyes
nd i don't see me anymore
When you're all i'm living for

chorus:

Baby tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way i love you
If you take your love away from me
You know i will die
Cause i'm not ready for goodbye

Baby please pick up the phone
Tell me i'm crazy
I got it all wrong
I don't know what i'm gonna do
I don't know how to live without you
You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby i
I believe every word
You are my heart
My soul
My world

Every breath that i take
Every beat of my heart
You know it's all for you
I wanna hold you
I wanna love you
Forever and always

for her

up till now i still dun know what been going though in your mind. i dun know do you even realise i call you? but each time you did't even ans. why? now all i could do and say just take gd care of yourself. belive you will get well soon. each time just look up in the sky and you will know there someone be owas be there. smile and relax mre kkies?? haiz

2008-01-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

for de first time ever. Nvbr expect i still havin this bad dream for a long while. wonderin how long mre to be? to be honest i really nvbr expect to end up like this bad. hope each time i slp, i wish nvbr to wake up.

howwlonngmorre??

2008-01-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

what cn i say, everthing fine now, and hope it stay this way for long. bt for me, i still cnt help bt kept thinking abt it. Mei, i know you say is not de, bt that de way i am.

This is one of de worse feelin i had. now i need time to cool
there so many things bt i jus simply donno where to start

all i know am hen lei le, hope this will be over soon
cnt belive breakdown so many times in a day

beining 08 so far it has been bad for me, and there will be more to come in months. how will i cope? leave it to that month ba.

remem no mre fouth time

2008-01-15T03:04:00.000+08:00

on 31-12-07 colin had die once. on 3-1-08 colin had die twice. and this date 14-1-08 he finally die. he will be death for long.

2007-11-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

life is gettin more harder. my life seem to be in a pave where there no cars or ppl ard me. this time i felt lost. i really don wish to say a lots of things here. rather kept it in my heart.i only say say my pay hav up to 60 cents. so is $5.60 per hr. to me not bad. ytd i told myself i will cut down bt now smth happen and with all others things i jus simply cnt stand it anymore. guess will finish by tonight. whatever it is i jus hope my heart cn take all this.

counting down to 4 days

2007-09-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

exam ard the conner. gt to really study. took one month leaves frm work. finally get to realli rest much. bt than tends to start thinking alots of things agn. and smth make it even worse which i jus gt to know not long. what a funny earth. lols well nthin much to say. ytd went to jurgong army open hse. went at 4 plus. saw live firing, games ects. dan start to hav our early dinner at 6. when looking for things to eat, past by someone i know. saw traina mei, haha. singapore is really sure a lame place to be. at 7 went settle down at a near by place to watch a performace show by them. it was shiok ar lols. and after that jiiu gt firework. quite nice la. after so long nvbr really seen firework that close. for those who wana watch it. i will upload in here. it 22min long, happy watching. tC, hav a great days ahead : )

2007-08-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

back`!!! : ) hahax MIA for 2 months. guess gt to post at least smth if not ppl will tend to keep askin mi agn. haah don think i wana say how been life for the past months. gota say that been workin frm last wed till today. wed start work at 5pm to 9 plus. gt funtion abt 600 ppl lo. fucck them`!! lols tired man. at almost 1am than manage to slp.

ytd woke up at 5:30am ya ya slp for 4 hr?? one word "SHIOK" hahax. still tired on my way to shower and end up late to meet trina mei. still remem it was rainin hevery. took a cab down to workplace and cliam reprie frm my company. end wok at 5 plus bt wait for meii to finish JTB till 7 plus. so slack with lionel, riche ganesh ard. reach home 9 plus, eat jiiu slp liao.

and ya before i forget it was National Day so right here i wana sing a song, this how it went...

A Pledge for MRT ppl - We the passengers of MRT poised ourselves as one kan cheong ppl, regardless of old folks, kids or pregnant women, to rush for unoccupied seats, based on pushing and shoving so as to achieve rest, slumber and sleep for our comfort.

PS: follow tis rules and you will gets seats lols and yes yes i know is lame :P

anyway today woke up late for school bt ite still went. lols 1pm reach yishun safar meet my family dan get a msg frm manager to come down help. so reach at 4 plus and start for animals show and JTB. i was to direct 4 tour gurids and control the cowrds and hav to use my walkie talkie to tell the other side to stand by.tired bt overall fun hahax

tml morin workin agn and time now soon gg 12. why am i owas lame?? lols kkies dan gtg, tC

startiintoofeellambaccktoriightwayy#

2007-05-24T04:48:00.000+08:00

in tis lonely world, there live a idot guy livin in tis world. haiz, wad if i were to sae gd bye one day, will i be happy dat way?? tired simply jus too tired

` cnttheelpiit %

2007-05-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

i hav change. change. ever nitz owas tinkin soo much, haiz. i guess human are jus like soft drinks. our chatrater blah blah, like those ingredient of coke ect. is enthir taste gd or bad. haiz i oso dunno wad am i tokin abt. dat wad i tink.guess i do fail in things. dunno wad to sae guess dat all. bb

*biiggesttffaiiluure `~

2007-05-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

been long le. study study and mre study. and work as well. veri tired. anyway 2 weeks ago de sat, went to my uncle hse crabrat my ah ma bdae :) hav a long chat wif ah ma and cousins. ard 9plus cousin ben come fetch mi and some other cousins fabian,hazel and wah shi on car ride. quite fun lo`!! went ard SG expolin area whr most ppl will not know. along de way tok abt how and tis place been build ect. went to orchard's Swensen.dan continure go ridin agn :) along de way tokin abt ghost le :x cousin hazel tell uswad she had excounter b4 when she young in a hotel at malaysia. and it true de O.o went to one place like a hill top. veri coolin and windin. there were a lot of motobike ard 30?? those ppl lame lo, make so much noise pressin thier brake makin de bike lots of smoke. wan make spoilt i cn help them de ma XDD dan we jiiu tok lots of things till 4am plus. reach home ard 5, jiiu slp for 1 hr jiiu go out work le.

beside study, work, oso been slackin out late at nitz wif phelan. i hav resilse dat i hav change a lot. each time i go out at nitz, how i wish de clock stay there, de earth stops. i dunno why bt there lots of thing gg though my mind. mayb some ppl cn tell?? anyway nbms. haiz

ytd went out wif pei zi one of my pri sku classmate, after 7 years?? so long siia bt quite fun, disturbin her =P went to bugis peii her see clothin at bugis street, dan wo jiiu go buy one zinc bag and went a 2 G M2 memory strick for my hp. total spend le $101.90. nxt will be jacket and clothin and mayb shoe. hao le ba gtg out slack a agn, haiz tc peeps `!! ^^

# waddiiisworrngwiifmii?? # `

2007-04-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

manage to defer frm army last week. arbo i last firday jiiu go liao. heng ar lols. started sku liao le. 2dae is de fouth dae. veri sianz lo. last 2/3 dae hain tok on sku rule, staffs CCA blah blah blah. ytd halfway havin tok wo jiiu go to de hall buy shirts and pants arbo wait itdr long Q. cost mi $53 lo plus PE shirt, wth i don like my cher at all`!!! he soo 'grrr'. he kiip on tokin grandmother story abt his past blah blah. sae wad been teachin for abt 27 years dan he jiiu sae... "AM I A VERI EXPERIENCE TEACHER" =-=" lame lo. 2dae he teach us bits ect, dan de sum wrote 20+2... we all tell him 22 lo bt he stand there as if a bird shitt drop on top of his eye ball thinkin and thinkin, somere still go write 32 lo, WTH experience my foot la`!!!

he realli cn tok non stop de lo, remind mi of last time back in sec sku dae Mr teo ah beng, and de thing is now my tis cher is oso call mr teo lo`!!! wah liao, suan liao la, nbms study on my own. tml is CCA roadshow, muz at least join one CCA lo sian la, will cost 0.2 of my marks. tml jiiu see how wan join wad lo. dan tml oso havin outin wif all my cousin for dinner. cnt wait haah ^^ now start schoolin jiiu cn only workin at least one week le. now over tis two mre years i ned to realli study hard liao le. gues no mre playin anymre. aimin to go poly b4 i go NS, guess dat all ba, tc peeps :)

2007-03-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

last tues went to work. i was waitin for bus 138, saw a guy smoking. when de bus came i went and board de bus. the guy oso wana board as i see him throwin away slowly. bt de funnest part is when he walkin over to de bus's door, de driver close and went off =-=" saw de guy run lo bt de driver don care,lolx cos dat guy slowly take his time lo. stoopid =P

work at FFK. kata attack 3 times by pri school kids. they all shout tis shout there lo. havin headace. somre i alone lo. so i call gang come whack them :x haha act is ask my collouage help mi. closin down when i was countin de stocks, riche and genesh start takin big tube of ice put inside my shirt.NB haha dan i make them back. quite fun la.

ytd off frm work. woke up at 10 plus eat jiiu faster go to NSC. waste my time. finish at 1pm jiiu wonder wan to go wher slack lo.dan jiiu went take de free shuttle bus to KK hospital visit my old workplace in 7-11. dan jiiu meet my dad at raffles place hav a look at the starhub. after lookin and ask. went and buy k800i for $468. finally gt a new hp.haah after dat my dad jiuu go meet his client dan jiiu alone agn. itdr still muz meet my family same place at 6plus lo. bt de time only 2plus so damn early lo. jiiu went to my another ex workplace at YMCA and SMU 7-11. went there chat and eat. siew meii de SM soon oso gg to really quit tis time and gg back to malaysia for good. haiz sad lo. so fast jiiu 6 le jiiu went meet my family and eat at a place call pargo ba. after dat jiiu go walk walk lo. saw a tour guide which owas bring japanese to my workplace. haha so qiao rite. phelan call mi ask mi itdr wan meet dan wo jiiu anyting lo. reach home 10 plus jiiu meet him slack. call ah boon oso. went home at 1am. zzZZz

2dae so sian nthin do eat lunch le jiiu went over to my workplace write sheld for nxt week de. dan mei yi tell mi kornard last dae 2dae dan i was waa. dan wo jiiu oso disiao them dat i 2dae oso last dae lo. dan all sae itdr oso wan make mi liao.tot they jokin only lo. after we all make kornard wet all over him. they oso start makin mi wet lo. wah diaOo sianz half la. kkies all gd lo. haha they sae i come dan disiaO them whr gt lo.lolx nbms still fun la. manage make some ppl wet a bit. ite took taxi home. tml workin till nxt week thrus. so will be bz agn. so tc ^^

beiingalooneiisfunn`

2007-03-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

guess is been long i hav since updated. as some ppl already kip askin mi to :) have been workin my ass off since i grad last dec. 2 weeks ago tp call mi to go for make up lesson on 5 to 9 of march which is last week.was quite happy abt it as i tot i might really end up in army soon. durin tis five days of study hav been seein lots of friends and my sec ex-classmate. bt i get to know is not comfirm de haiz

last tues went back school take exams. really hope cn pass. study for 2 hrs de nitz b4 bt ite de qus still quite hard ba :( now i cn only hope for de best. by tis week they will inform mi abt it. veri scare lo. i pomies myself and someone if i do get in i will study hard in higher nitec. noo mre playin like last time.

after exams till now which mean i fully rested for 3 whole days at home. no work no study just roting at home. bt hav been slackin out at nitz alone or wif friends. and guess i hav been thinking a lot. too tired. wonder i gt how many death brain cell in mi left. mre and mre things to worry abt ppl ard mi. what tis world hav become?? been as de oldest bro in de family is oso veri tireding.cn only really find peace at nitz. bt wadever it is i still try my best i could do to everyone who i love. to mi money is not really dat important though we all cn only live once so ppl will think gt money dan cn enjoy life to de fullest.

why i say tis is cuz last few days. went slack out at nitz past 12 at 600 plus. was wif phelan chatin under blk. after a while saw quite a some guys and gals came out frm de taxi. some rush up take lift some went up de stairs. at dat moment i sense smth gg to happen. few sec itdr they was lots of loud noise.so told phelan we betta move to another spot. as i know some will be walkin down to keep a look out. they was so fightin gg on. as i heard dat tis family their daughter own them money ba blah blah.after a while 2 police cars came. dat was fast haah. b4 dat heard de mother was scoldin CB lo :x cn oso hear de daughter was cryin haiz.

all i could do now is continue help others ba. tml will be workin till nxt week friday. hope tp will call soon :/

tc everyone`!!

smile ^^

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@ smiileforrmyfurtture?

2007-01-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

wake up at 11plus.my dad fetch mi to tampines ITE. saw bang yao,edmund and cedric bt they jus finish de talk so they jiiu go liao le. bt dan saw my classmate derick. out turn liao jiiu understand le lo. sianz la. now register in tampines liao le lo. bt still not comfirm will get a place. march dan will know will be in lo. so is two months frm now. tink still workin till dan ba. bt will try to get to get to dover ITE de as a quite near frm yishun. hope cn ba. haiz tml workin agn. sian tis time my store gt sell horse ride. so muz hav walkly-talkly to comm wif those ppl. sound fun bt if anyting goes wrong i will be death. hahax tc ppl`!!! ^^

2007-01-19T02:10:00.000+08:00

time now is 2am and not slpin. hmm last wed turtle and hamster company mi see wad cn buy for my coullages who will be leavin soon tis coming 25. they will be gg back to thier country le. real sad lo bt still nice to know them :) fun to hav ard wif them. bought 4 nice digtal clock and one nice cute cup. total cost $65 :)

dan ytd went to work even though i not workin bt wana pass those gift to them lo bt dan heard dat they last min nvbr come work liao le. i was so shock lo, bt heard dat tis comin monday they will come back to visit for de last time heng lo.after work take bus 169 saw yi shan. had quite a long chat. nice to see him agn lo. hope gt time jiiu play Bball agn. itdr gt talk at tampines ITE for de higher Nitic ting. hope i do cn get into a sku and continure study. oya last week gt letters frm army liao le. been elistment in bedok lo. post as 3rd battional singapore guards. hope cn defer lo wish myself best ba nitz ppl

2007-01-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

past few daes i hav not been forues at work. dunno wad wrong wif mi. had to pay wif my own money to de company as i hav been lostin items. my mind is owas somewhr else. tink is cuz of my result ba. dunno cn go higher anot. haiz. bt luckly gt lil turtle xian haah. feel betta a bit. last dunday after so long get to play bball lo. wif all de ppl niick, kt, jj steven ah zhong alvin fres and his friend. a lot of fun.

ytd suppose to work de. abt to reach zoo dan wo not feelin well jiiu take cab home le. haiz. dan peii xian sms. dan ask her wan go back op lo as she owas wana go back see cher. dan meet her at 1:30pm call mr chew bring us in dan chat wif quite a no of cher lo. dan saw those CCA peeps pratice for 2dae sec 1 oralration.waulu dunno why gt my pic beside de library lo. my idolt face`!! haah. likdaat hoh sku muz pay mi money cuz copyriite norrh,wah rich liao leh bleahs heex. 5 plus jiiu went back home le. 10plus went to doris hse take back my tings norrh. dan slack at her hse. 11 plus her sis tell us smth norrh. as gt smth happen outside. not gg to sae anyting here. went out help.oso rain almost de whole nitz norrh. 3am dan went back home, buy mee goeng dan jiiu slp le. sian sian sian tml dunno wan go work ma. will i agn lost tings?? haiz

wad is wrong wif mi?? #

2007-01-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

31-12-06

went to work as normal. and WTH left my hp at my dad car. so cnt call vance informin him dat i will be finishin late frm work at 8 plus. went home bath and call him and my father fetch mi and vance to de chalet. reach there abt almost 10pm lo. sian half lo. oso relise dat fuckin tien soon nvbr turn up. sae he will de lo. cus own mi money. suan liao la. de place veri big lo, two story, went eat and chat. had lots of fun norrh. disiao huliing a lots, haah. went up de rm and watch VCD. some play mahjong. haah. many ting oso happen lo. haha fun fun`!! dan all went down ready for countdown. 12 le all went SIAO lo`!! haah went play a bit of soccer. oso took pic of rasmond bike cool siia ^^

my dad call mi sae wan fetch mi back home lo as tml ned go work at 11am. bt ite i ton as tis will be de last time 2gether lo muz hav lots of fun for de last time de.haha i broke many tings oso :x haah. de wooder chair, haah zai leh bleahs. dan all continure play and eat lo. some went out to 7-11 buy mre tings to eat. i and vance go take bike and ride ard outside dan jiiu rain a bit. sian lo. went back play till 4 plus wo jiiu go slp le. vance peii mi chat and listen to music. 6plus vance woke mi up as ba phom wan take cab home as he oso gg to work, dan wo anyting lo. walk out of chalet. so far siia`!! bt had fun oso. reach home at 7plus bath jiiu go to work liao le. so zai hoh reach there so early. hahax shd see my manager feng yi face so shock to see mi. work till 8pm dan take cab home liao le. tired dae wheet fun time :)

2006-12-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

22-12-06

woke up quite late. 2 plus meet en and wen they all. help them carry some ting to de park first. went 2gether wif bro niick. act oledi in bus slowly go one big round de lo to mrt. bt dan half way en sae de supplies oledi down there waitin for us liao. dan so take cab them lo. aiyoo bt another ting so sad is tot they pay de tings liao. i oso nvbr bring much money out. so ite wait for one guy name jonathan ba. pay liao jiiu go find pitch 4 lo. btw dat uncle veri gd and nice lo. haah. dan down there slack and tok cock a bit. de rest all so slow de lo.

they reach liao jiiu start play flour and water bome. haha. veri fun wor. realli did hav quite a lot of fun time for a longgg time le. haiz bt dan ite still smth happen. realli spoilt my mood. suan liao. don wan sae. bt en mei and some other ppl go back first. left mi and wen mei and oso some other peeps. slack till 12 plus jiiu take cab back to yishun norrh. peii meii chat and ton de whole nitz at her place de playground. reach home ard 7 plus. anyway is still a memable fun time i had. thx for everyting :)

btw i will be away for quite a while. wana tired myself by workin everydae till nxt weekend. no off dae no break mean shiok for mi. haiz well tml will be countdown for 2007, reali times flies. my class ppl call mi sae ask mi go chatlet for tml. i dunno i wana go or agn do de same when it was christmas eve. slack all alone by myself durin de countdown??. haiz kkies wun be realli updatein till nxt week end. tc ba.

gg to write smth down here to let mi and mayb other to know mre abt life ba...

"wherever we go in life there owas smth to be learned" ~#

2006-12-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

been away for quite long ba. wana be alone and away for a while. readi tired of life. i no most ppl out there. ppl who i know or dunno will face de same pro.feelin realli low. mayb due to rain ba. how i wish i cn be refresh all over by ~~killin myself~~. i felt i let down my parents, brothers, friends, cousins and my meiis. for many years i hav owas been a happi person, love life no matter wad. now... haiz, bt whenever i seen ppl wif happy look on thier faces i will smile and somtime 4get tinkin some tings for a few sec. bt kiip tellin myself to try push on. 5 years.. 10 years.. 20 years... hope i am able to make it. realli realli wish gt a older brothers takin care of mi. realli veri siick and tired of been de oldest. mostly felt am lookin after tis family alone. and lastly i realli realli don like my life`!!!!!!!!!. i don no wad cause tis change in mi. seein both my bro will be havin betta life dan mi. many many mre tings to sae. don wana continure.bt i wana sae is i realli wan to thx my brosthers friends and meis for tokin some sense in mi. they are there for mi. stop till here and sae wad happen past daes ba.

2dae went work. wake up early and found out it still rainin since ytd. ite was late for mre dan half an hr dur to jam and flood of water. was veri slack de whole dae.shoe and sock was oledi so wet even b4 i start work. shit lo.end work jiiu wait for 138 for soo long lo. mre dan 35min. dan finllay jiiu reach lo. along tompson road there gt road block lo. so de bus gt to stop there fo abt 15 to 20 min tokin to de policeman.cuz in front was full of water. they block de whole road to it lo. sian lo. dan gt two women beside mi cnt stand them lo. kiip tokin among themself dat de bus cn chiong wan lo blah blah blah blah. cnt stand them lo. dan tis guy was standin in front of mi. so KPO lo kiip on lookin and lookin wad happen. see see nbms lo. bt come so near mi and see lo,like wan smell my breast like dat.is like die die oso muz see wad happen wan lo. stoopid lo. ite i cnt take it jiiu half way when de bus driver tokin to de policeman i ask cn open de door for mi to go out lo. dan jiiu went out walk to bus stop. dan itr some ppl jiiu follow mi lo. there 4 buses of 138 jam 2gether leh. de flood realli veri deep lo. dan jiiu take cab home as de road been block so no mre bus will come in lo. wad a shit dae. jam for almost 2 hr out there. tml don wan go work. shoe so wet how to go. hack care liao la.

16-12-06

went to ah pek hse at 4 plus to cebrat my ah ma bdae ^^ reach le jiiu play wif dog watch tv and chat wif cousins. dan at 7 plus jiiu go one resturtant eat. quite nice la. dan sing bdae song and take pic. after so long finllay seen my ah ma been realli happy. seein her happy wo jiiu feel content le. not only her bt to all de ppl i no. at 11 plus jiiu reach home le.realli had fun.

lifestillgoeson`~

2006-12-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

12-12-06

hiaz been realli bz chiong work so no time update. hmm last tues went out 4pm went out pay a visit to my old workplace 7-11 at YMCA. chit chat wif pandu and relisne a lots of things change. haiz. dan went to SMU store visit siaO mei and suhaimie hav dinner oso. and get to no a lot mre tings. hiaz bad bad bad mre bad news`. realli veri sad. anyway wait for my gd friend glen to come work at 7pm, sae haloo dan went home wif suhaimie. haiz :(

13-12-06

morin wake up at 6am dan leave hse at 7am to go work lo.help ard J8 and dinnin lo. bt slack mre oso. heex wif johnny. 5pm end work jiiu went over to SPH help thir and oso pass de key to feng li. take bus to amk and take mrt to pty find en and wen meii. haah went over gif them suprise. gt sotong blur blur gt see each others liao bt dat sotong dunno is de person =-=" lame rite. hav lots of fun. went shop ard for shoe for en's mother. my legs was so pain dur to standin for too long. dui bu qi wor meii. haiz, a while itr jiiu went take mrt find niick. gif him a suprise oso.lols walk abit jiiu go home le. haiz

14-12-06

same wake up early for work. 2dae do SPH. so damn sian lo`!!. at there for 8 hrs doin nthin only sit there stand there tokin to myself lamin to myself entertain myself. cuz rain de whole dae. haiz. realli feel gd and nice to feel de wind and rain near mi. tink lots of tings agn. i tink i let everyone down. am jus realli a peice of unless shit. i wish i could realli be in one coner whr no one realli no or see mi 4ever. for de first time after many years of holdin back. i felt i hav no mre strenge in mi oledi. realli wana lay death. eh guess i will try be fine after a while ba.

de pic frm gentin i will upload after my off my work ba. tc

tinkhappithought @

2006-12-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

backk`!! haah. last nitz reach sg at 11pm. wah sian lo de custom jam like gt lots of Sotong blockin de way norrh :x haah. was havin lots of fun playin de outdoor term park. and disiaO my little cousin wahaha. eh tis how my time goes by...

8-12-06

wake up at 5am, bath eat a bit jiiu go take cab to dunno wad place la =-=" heex. dan sit there wait for de coarh to come norrh. wah gd wor de coarch gt a small tv to watch and play de. at least wun so board on de way. reach gentin at 2:30pm. slack ard b4 gg ad check in de rm. nthin much jus walk ard outside and inside lo. dan hav dinner.dan wo alone went back rm rest lo. don feel like walkin. watch tbee look outside de window. was damn shiok lo. how i wish cn stay there 4ever =P heex. each time look outside feel so relax bt started tinkin lots of tings agn. ard 1plus jiiu slp le.was rainin oso nehh so windly and coolin haah.

9-12-06

cousin call 7am. dan jiiu wake up le lo. bath jiiu hav breakfast wif family and de rest of de ppl. all de food there veri nice nehh.haah. ard 10 plus jiiu go play de outdoor le. play many many games lo. hav fun kiip disiaoin my bro and cousin bleah heex. 6plus jiiu go back rm, bath agn jiiu go for dinner. after dat jiiu go watch a show at 9pm. damn sian de show. wana slp durin de show lo. my mother oso lols. i and my cousin kiip disiao de ppl there. hahax. show ended at 10 plus. dan peii my bro play arcade. buy Famous Amos oso :/ anyway watch tbee till 2 plus jiiu slp le.

10-12-06

wake up at 8 plus. hav breakfast. dan went pack some tings le lo. went walk walk wif my family. buy shirts and some gifts oso. haah.plannin to take cable car rides de. bt de ppl there sae when wan return de "Q" will be 2hr wait. wah no time lo. cuz de coarch will be comin ard 2 plus.walk smre dan jiiu go check out le lo. wait for de bus come dan jiiu go back le.wah gg back sg de jouruy veri de long lo. gt jams oso. reach sg jiiu take cab back home le.

overall am realli havin a fun dae and time. hope de nxt time will be wif my friends as i might plan for one ba. anyway gtg tc will upload pic too soon ba`!!

fun fun fun`~#
feltwasflyiin~%

2006-12-08T05:35:00.000+08:00

writein tis post for de week le ba. time now is 5:30am. haah gg to gentin soon liao le. hope will be fun. bt gota miss all de peep here. my gan oso`!!. kkies le gtg le tc`!!

2006-12-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

been MIA for quite long. haah eh last week nthin much. last monday was invited by my boss for dinner wif all my collcague. quite fun la. after dat went to doris hse slack lo cuz don feel like gg home so fast.went home ard 12 plus jiiu feel my whole body funny norrh. dan jiiu go slp.

mornin been awaked up quite early by my dad help him do smth, haiz a while itr was reali feelin weild as was bathin for abt 1hr plus which i oso dunno lo. after dat a lots of tings happen. not gg to sae here jus saein am down wif gastric flu. hate tis siickness lo. so xin ku.

now feelin betta a lot le. ytd was my bro 13 bdae :) went out wif family to duck rice at haborfront. dan went to Mount Faber to catch fresh air and see de colourful lights ard. nice nehh haah. take some pic wif my grandma. after dat jiiu went East Coart Park slack. went watch soccer and eat lo. ard 11plus jiiu went home liao le

2dae nthin much jus slp and slp and slp (oo) =P heex well overall fun`!! gtg rest liao. tc`!!

2006-11-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

back to post all those past daes happenin. so will be a long one hah..

[17.11.06]

slp ard 4 plus in de mornin jiiu wake up at 10. slack at com a while jiiu ard 12 plus meet bro niick and wellx at J8. walk ard play piano dan jiiu go amk buy my shoe. cost mi $90 gg broke soon. heex after dat take bus go tph mac find en and wen meii. whn reach le they gif de look like saw ghost :x haah. dan wo jiiu diisiao them norrh. so farn. de mac hat wear le look like popoey de sailer man :/ dan ard 5 plus wellx jiuu go back home first le. after they end work jiiu go CWP.meet lao po and de si na na heex. walk ard dan took neoprints. ard 8 plus jiiu take bus go back yishun. slack ard wif wen meii jiiu go back le. had a veri fun dae ^^

[18.11.06]

woke up at 9 to wait for doris call. end up wait till 11plus :x haah bt nbms de. gg to zoo norrh haah lame shyt rite. go there till sian bt doris irene and niicklous wana go wor so ring them there. met up doris and irene at OCBC back dan eat lunch jiiu wait for niicklous. reach zoo wo bring them in for free haah. dan jiiu start walk ard le. a hot weather smre. walk johnny jiiu chit chat wif him a while jiiu go my workplace do smth. hao le jiiu see some shows. thx james for smth :) there were many crapin lamin ard haah. thx ganesh and de radio gal :) ard 5plus jiiu go amk had dinner. niicklous left first. ate mos buger for dinner norrh. jiiu walk ard. reach yishun ard 7 plus. still early so irene wana watch VCD at doris hse and i oso wan. bt b4 dat doris wana buy a cake for her sis at four leave. went doris hse eat chat watch tv. ard 11plus went buy supper eat. while gg to finish frm behind mi doris and irene sung bdae song for mi wif de cake. i was so surprise dat keep askin them qus lo. make a wish cut de cake and while eatin. they come tell mi the whole tings. wah they act till so gd haah. realli had a memorable fun time. tis de first time been cebrat early in de mornin on my bdae. realli TOUCH and APPRECIATE all u guys did for mi. zhen de it will 4ever stay in my heart ^^ peii irene walk home as no mre bus liao le. reach home ard 2plus. fun fun fun time `^^

[19.11.06]

2dae some outin was cancell so only peii and went out wif my family`!!. thx went suntec shop and walk ard. saw some perfomence oso. dan jiiu saw ken lim frm de sg idol judge was in front of mi watchin norrh. haah as unsaul nvbr smile wan de. haah. bt ite show a wan smile don wan smile dat kind of look. and he was soo short oso nehh :x haah. shop and my dad bought mi some cloths. reach home ard 9 jiiu cut cake le. happi times ^^

finally am older by one year le. time realli past too fast in a blink. was bought out in tis world at 6:33am. tinkin back a lots of tings. am realli happi and had a fun dae and time.will owas rememin those. waitin for de stars to fall on mi for all de wishes i make. and hope it come true.

wana thx my family`
wana thx my bros`
wana thx my meiis~
wana thx my cousins~
wana thx my friends%

4everstayinmyheart

2006-11-17T04:15:00.000+08:00

jus came back home. went out cycle ard. chit chat wif doris at her hse.haiz veri sianz. past few daes jus workin owas de same. nitz jiiu chat wif lao po. heex. so dui bu qi nvbr peii nii chat jus now wor :(

haiz realli tired of life le. some ppl cn tell i am owas havin a lot of tings kiip in my heart bt i jus dunno whr how to start. bt the fact is i realli don wana fan anyone. work, study, family,friends,gan i whr gt even dare go tink abt myself. am realli cheerful bt why do ppl still tink i am not. cuz of my fake smile? i dunno. ppl might like i dun realli like to tok bt i oso sometime don understand myself. sometime realli do cnt take it jus wana die tis veri min. bt.. best not ba. love nitz time, windly coolin and relaxin` to owas tink a lot. stare at de star only for each hr min and sec watchin de earth movin to a new dae each time. jus how long mre?? nbms ba. am owas tryin to stay de mii. itr meetin bro niick and well go shopin dan jiiu meet en and wen meii.heex gtg le tc ba``

lovewatchhinstarr`*

2006-11-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

been long since i last blog. eh` same lo. work and studii. last firday go meet niick dan go kt hse play piano. plannin to stay till 5 plus dan wo and niick jiiu go vivo city walk walk de. bt ite nvbr go lo. so late liao. so stay and play till 6plus . niick jiiu go back home first. dan wo kt and tzehui slack a while mre at 838 Bball court norrh. hav dinner wif them.

dan they jiiu go back ton at tzehui hse. dan wo hen sian don wan go back so early jiiu call and ask ard to peii mi lo. some nvbr pick up dan wo jiiu call doris peii wo lo, go her hse chit chat till 12 plus jiiu go home lo. no matter how hard i try jus cnt slp for de whole dae. bt manage to slp for 10min when bro niick call mi at 6:45am ask mi hao le ma. gg to work lo.haiz head so damn fcukin pain. wake up bath bt dan my lao pa sae wan fetch mi jiiu go lo. fetch niick and da biian oso. reach there abt 7:45. slack at locker rm dan jiiu go work le lo. mi went do dinnin dan niick jiuu do outin de lo. so sian. quite bz clearin those tings. dan wo jiiu slack abit wif johnny who is de CI(in charge). let the rest do as most ppl owas nvbr do anyting wan lo. only walk here and there. realli NB` lo!!.

haiz dan sunddenly wo jiiu not feelin well. head pain till realli cnt tahan. almost fainted. dan jiiu tell manager dan wo jiiu take ponarol. dan jiiu rest a while. at de same time is lunch time so some staff was eatin when i was there. was hidin in one coner dan johnny come in and he taka shock tot saw ghost haha. dan i was like diaO. dan he sit wif mi eat lo. a while mre jiiu mre ppl come in.

one guy dunno his name sae wana take pic as he not gg to work anymre in another 2 daes, gg back india. all de best in ur life :) while eatin was crapin and lamin wif johnny and one new staff i get to meet name "thir". hao le bit jiiu go out help though i shd be restin bt heck care as wana help as much as i cn lo. quite funny gt 2 small kids walk past mi, one kid jiiu hit his friend in the head dan ask him to sae "OUCH" lo bt his friend don care jus continure walk, lame shyt rite haha. ard 4 plus jiiu punch out my card lo. end work le bt gt meetin at 7 all for staff sian lo. muz wait for abt 2hr plus. get to chit chat a bit in de meetin point.

dan headace agn. take ponarol jiiu rest. dan johnny go and disaO mi. =-=" realli muz thx ken for takin water for mi and some ppl and de boss for takin care of mi. 7plus jiiu meetin. like feedback and oso intro myself. at de same time all was eatin KFC. meetin end at 8plus ba. dan jiiu call lao pa see cn fetch ma. dan jiiu wait and go back le lo.b4 dat told de manger dat i cnt work 2dae lo. dan she sae ned gif MC norrh. dan wo jiiu sae cn gif parents letter ma lols =-="

anyway reach home bath dan jiiu call lao po chit chat till 12plus. feel so much betta haah. eh dan jiiu go slp liao le. slp for 12 hr so meanin wake up at 12pm 2dae. awhile lao pa call sae wanbring us for out for lunch lo. eat liao jiiu go pair pis cycle till 3plus. reach home jiiu heavry rain liao. so now slackin at com. quite tired liao le. tc`!!

shdbedeathlongago`

heartflowtearsnsadness

2006-11-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

many tings happen so fast tis few daes norrh. nbms. anyway last sunday gt injure on my leg lo. damn pain. till now wan slp cn only slp one side. muz owas apply the meh on it. mre pain lo. sibi sian. bt still shock la =-=" haah 2dae early mornin 7:30 jiiu wake up go sku. gg to sm ITE for dunno wad career fair lo. reach my sku at 8:30 dan find cher for attendtor dan only saw one of my classmate there lo. the rest nvbr come. only some will go there themself ba. smre they gt 3-4 bueses lo. ite we combin wif other classes in one bus nehh. bt thier class oso gt ard 6 ppl ba. sibi lame lo. haah reach sm ITE jiiu go in the hall walk one round jiiu go home le.LOL damn lame rite. the tings end at 5pm de lo bt i less dan 5 min jiiu go back le.

walk out dan jiiu walk and find a stop bus to go mrt lo. dan dunno wad bus no so call doris abt it. at the same time oso chatt wif her smth. dan wo jiiu meet her and irene at NP de BK. ard 2 jiiu go home le. so fast jiiu nov le. muz plan liao le.

tiiredofeverthiing`~

wiishesfornthiin`*

2006-10-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

NB lo`!!, 2dae slp half way ppl at work jiiu corr mi. plannin don wan go de lo. wake up full of headace lo. dan bath jiiu lao pa fetch mi go work.reach there at 11am. not enough ppl at all lo. so bz so tired. dan a while wo jiiu go out to the lion side sell drinks norrh. stand there in the stoopid sun. so warm, no wind smre. like wan faint liao le lo.haiz dan sell halfway ard 2plus jiiu rain.wo jiu faster close and push the tings back to the resturant norh. quite far siia. wet like hell le lo. clean up jiiu faster help dinnin. pack fulls of indias, malay,chinese and lastly ar mo`!! =-=" haah. ite nbr eat at all de whole dae norrh. so hungry liao le norrh. stay till 7pm dan finally go eat. eat like hungry ghost.haha. not funni rite :/ dan jiiu reach home at 9 le. hiaz sebi tired. now go find things eat again.nii men takeaiire wor ^^

endlessliife`
howlongmrecnitakeit??

2006-10-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

been workin for de past 2 daes. so tired. tml oso dunno wan go ma. sure veri bz de lo. sat gt lots of ppl nehh. dan smre early in de mornin gt someone at work jiu spoilt my mood. nb lo, suan liao, wo dan work till 5pm jiiu go meet bros hua at yishun inchgter. gg for my friend gina 21st bdae held at sebawang. reach at at 7 jiiu slack norrh. gt lots of ppl there bt i dunno them lame hoh :/
bt dan a while jiiu no some new friends, ron treat mi and others go buy beer lo. muz thx him. wo hen sway lo, went over to playground go drink dat time gt small kid vomit rite in front of mi, so near,dan i was shock. dan wo jiiu go sit another side. dan saw one small kid was playin his toy car dan he go roll over wif his car to the vomit part 2 times nehh. diaO i was like O.o anyway after a while jiu sing bdae song take pic and lastly after everting jiu go sabo her wif cakes throw at her face, funni wor.eh went home at ard 9 plus.

2dae went for injection norrh wif bros niick dan jiuu go back zoo wif the tings arbo c only get pay on dec. lame rite :/

signin off``

2006-10-18T13:29:00.000+08:00

ytd went sku till 3, dan jiu went home rest a while jiu go meet niick to go work norh, ard 4:45 jiu reach the zoo le. abt 300 plus tour ppl comin for the nitz buffel. quit slack and fun wor.haah. dan gt some japanese gals students wave to mi and niick. haha.ended work at 9:30pm. dan quite funny norh, de da biian so blur, take her hp she oso dunno :x haah bt hoh muz pay a price :/, damn pain norh. reach home ard 10 plus. jiu o9 till 2am, dunno why cnt get to slp jiu watch tbee and listen music stare at window till 6am norh, jiu go slp,jus woke up not long niia lo,hiaz gg sku liao le``

darrknessiismyhome `^

2006-10-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

last week been workin frm monday to wed norh. work for 11 hr for each daes. damn shag. bt gt $$ jiu hao le hope hav enough cn buy a new hp norh. and oso ned buy presents for friends` gt japan tour students come for buffet on tues, help scoop the ice-cream for them norh.there gt 400 plus students lo`` stress and tiredin bt fun. those students are ard 14 to 17 years old bt when u see them` they look so 'old' :x haah bt they are oso cute and adorable :/ mostly end work at almost 10pm~``

thrus and firday nthin much, jus went out wif bros and meiis. firday mornin ard 9am was waken by my hp ringin, the radio gal call ask mi wan meet them eat breakfast norh. them is bros niick and ah long, mq, eillen and si yi. bath jiu go find them norh. went BK eat dan they wan go airport walk walk lo. wah i was like O.o so early norh. take 858 go norh. on the way was chatin wif wen meii. reach le jiu hang ard lo. niick long and mii keep tokin stoopid tings haah. we three siaO``. abt 2 plus jiu take the mrt frm there. veri funni norh, mq and eillien play untill they went in the train dan the door jiu close liao le. lol`!!, dan i was like =.=". niick ned go top up money. so ah long, niick si yi and mi jiu wait for nxt train to meet mq and eillien lo.haah` meet le dan was plannin wa go to the vivo city see ite nvbr cuz eillien ned reach home b4 3pm. so all jiu go home le. sry guys was veri tired so diden tok cock so much :/ bt still fun ^^

sunday wake up at 12plus. o9 awhile, went watch DVD 'Initial D' norh, dan at 3pm jiu go meet niick, long and SA at northpoint. take train to clementi station there to meet the rest of the NUFCsg lads. reach jiu slack wait for others to come. dan jiu go to dunno wad sku play norh. change dan train on shootin, headin,passin and runnin lo. veri funni lo. head so pain cuz of the headin haah`` dan after dat jiu play matches. ard 7pm jiu clean up, funni lo SA, his boots gt stuck cnt take out, ned mi and ah long to pull out. lol~` reach yishun don feel like gg home so buy dinner jiu go find wen meii. reach home ard 11plus.

sianx 2dae start sku le. went sku oso nthin much de lo. hiaz so fast jiu gg to 2007 le, after ITE oso dunno wad i gg to do, sianx wait and see ba`#

Radio gal = mq
ps: wen meii~ hope nii understand and feel betta ((:
still changin the way i use to be``

2006-10-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

last friday meet long jiu go 800 plus meet vance and kt and dianna norh.niick and mq will met us at yishun park there. ard 7pm jiu reach yishun park. quite fun norh. only tis year don hav many many ppl join norh. over there gt some brainless+idolit+no asshole ppl lo`!!. burn fire on the floor, throw branded up in the air lo. gt so many ppl ard still throw so high lo. dan gt police car drive past saw them throw at the road dan jiu jio screen norh.haah ask them go away. play a while mre jiu go back home le. bath finish dan wana go buy tings at 7-11 when wen meii msg mi where am i, dan jiu go meet her awhile dan hua saw mi dan tell mi he been cheated.wen meii dan went back yishun park wif her friends. jiu went my hse bus stop chit chat lo wif his friend oso. chat till 1am dan jiu went home. tired`#

ytd wake up at 6am to go early help out my cousin "ah zhong" weddin dae wor. reach there jiu slack b4 waitin for cousin ah tieong and ah baiin. ard 8:30 jiu go over to my da sao place. reach le jiu owas the same ting norh. haah they (da sao friends) of cuz don let us in lo. make us..... lols don wan sae here. nbms lo for my bro. finaly dan go in jiu make my cousin do smth b4 openin the door. and there my da sao waitin. haah. so touchin wor :x 10am jiu drive back to cousin place to hav tea cemery nehh. 1pm jiu go home wif parents norh. reach yishun my parent go home first. go meet wen meii, chit chat a while jiu went home and slp a while. 6pm jiu again go back help for the dinner. been long nvbr seen some of my cousin le nehh. ended at 12pm jiu went home le. havin fun. conga bro Ah Zhong. ^^

Finddinbackkmysoul`

2006-10-06T13:09:00.000+08:00

sune le. jus post happy tings instead ba :) sianx norh siick on the wrong dae and time. ytd was was suppous to go work de norh. veri funny lo.haah. ite nvbr go work go back take bus to yishun wif niick norh. went eat our early lunch dan went to niick hse slack till 1pm dan jiu walk home liao le.

2dae feelin a bit betta. 2night will be gg yishun park play wif all my bros. don tink i cn stay up so late. tml early mornin gt to go help out in my cousin weddin nehh.

lostsoulll`#~

2006-10-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

hav been workin on last thrus,sunday and 2dae is my third dae at work. week dae quite slack norh, bt veri the sianx, time past sooo long norh`!!. ytd sunday veri bz lo.keep walkin up down dunno how many times norh, clean and clean,serve and serve,wah sianx diaO. bt at least times past jiu veri fast norh. hav been havin legs pain lo. lao liao :x lols. so far only hai hao ba. don like some ppl there. bt sure will hav one or two ppl de lo.

oso make a lot of friends there norh. totaly diff frm 7-11. i still haven realli quit 7-11 norh.still waitin for my magaer to call mi to comfirm am i still part of the store ma, almost a year in 7-11 liao le.haiz dunno why tis few daes sometime feel high or low. at nitz somtime cnt bear jiu drop one te**. 2dae work don wana eat at all de, bt niick and josirlyn keep forcin mi eat lo. tml workin again. haiz

findin a way`!!
williibebacck??~~

2006-09-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

past 2 weeks been bz havin tests tests and mre tests nehh, sibei sianx. jus started to hav holidae le norh, so now cngo chiong for $$$. tml will be my first dae at work norh. workin at the zoo, haah. my 7-11 still dunno i wan ma, cuz they are oledi plannin to ask some ppl leave le norh, haiz, been workin in 7-11 for almost a year le. anyway tml sure will hav fun workin cuz oso gt bros niick workin, haah, bt mre important;y gt the da biian oso, lols. anyway 2dae went back opss wif some of my ex classmate to pay some teacher a visit norh, dan jiu go slack wif bee and piig norh :x heeX.jiu dan boon hse use com till 6:30 dan walk home wif mq le.

bee= en meiix``!!
piig=wen meiix`!!
tired bt enjoyable.~

2006-09-13T10:40:00.000+08:00

past fews dae been the same norh, studyin for exam,workin,hardly gt times wif friends or family, the only time i gt was firday to sunday finally, haah, firday they jio mi go play Bball bt nvbr go cuz gg out wif family to eat streamboat norh,hee.quite nice the food ba. dan gt to go home early slp cuz nxt dae workin early in the mornin norh, muz wake up at 5am.`!

luckly my dad sae cn fetch mi go, so woke up at 5:45am,change dan jui leave the hse le,was msg wif jiawen meiix along the way.work till 3plus dan jui go meet bros niick,kt,peiister and clarr go eat streamboat norh at MB, haah. hav fun time norh,go to the chong pang eat, not yishun area, lolx.peii ling go there only to laugh till *JAW* drop,haha.so long nvbr enjoy dat muchle,no time.haiz now sianx go study again.

sunday went meet bros long and niick at NP.wait for long's chio bu come norh, dan slack outside the sportlink to open to buy niick boots, don worry abt the money ting, slowy de,kkies.dan jui go eat at long john dan tok till 11plus,jui go clementi there play soccer norh, so long nvbr play le,no time.meet up wif the rest and jui go one sku start play norh,once start the match le wo jui score le, yeah haah, shiok siia.don sae le wait mine two bros whack mi, haah.bt oso sianx norh injure mine legs le, veri pain lo,sianx. ya heard dat mine friend john met wif an accident norh, hiaz,he now in ICU,broken rib, hiaz, recover well

lata will be havin exam norh,last monday oso, sianx,hoep do well norh.

PS:sry to all mine meiix and friends who i haven buy any presents yet nehh,will find time to buy de,anyway holidae will be in 2 weeks time, haah, takeaiire # ^^

Lin.`wish John well.!#
TirEd`

2006-09-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

2dae went sku norh, end at 4plus, sianx nxt week will hav three exams in a row, diff modlues de, sianx lo, muz go study le, anyway went home le, chatt a while b4 meetin bro long, will be gg to the ESPN there, doin a show call football crazy for mine team de *Newcastle*.meet up wif the rest at 7 inside the place, dan slack and tok a lot of rusbbin, lols, dan at 8pm jui start the live show le,quite fun ar, tis mine sec time for the show le.ended at 9pm dan went eat dinner 2gether.wth jamie yeo sae long cute siia, vomit norh, lols, dan went walk home wif long,tokin abt char bo,dan hiaz,don wana sae, dan jui reach home le norh,tink i gtg find smth eat le,hee, takeaiire

havinfundae~ #
stress~``!

2006-09-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

last sun went meet bro niick at inter chge to meet kaien and jiawen meii at CWP. as dey doin CIP at there norh, reach abt 1plus dan first to saw was peiister, dan jui go shop and buy drink lo, dan went meet meiis,they sae wa go bugis there do CIP, sianx norh bt ite still go wif them. reach le they go ard askin ppl to doctord. bros and i slack norh, haah, dan a while jui meet up wif them, went take neo lo, once again been drags, so take norh, mine $5 haiz, haha, can buy two packets of chicken rice nehh, haha bt quite fun. dan at 6plus jui went home wif bros le, fun dae ^^

2006-09-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

2dae is mine friend de bdae who i will nvbr 4get, he been a great and cheerful person in mine memory. hav been in hevren for a year le, am sure he in peace. and oso NUFCsg's 6 anniversary. nthin much to sae le, hiaz

2006-08-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

2dae went back opss to see teacher. meet bro long and alvin at mac, b4 waitin for the rest at 853. dan go in liao tok cock at the carteen norh.dan jui go see the performre at the hall. see someone i don like de, sianx, dan mr low sae the speech 4ever will not change wan,dan while mr low sae dat time, i and niick go sit one side, dan heard the sku *clap* le dan we no is finish saein le, lols. after dat went to staff rm outin wait for teacher, dan saw kaien and jiawen meii.oso saw trina and szeli meii.dan go CWP wif niick and clarr norh. shop ard and tok cock dan jui go home le.

2006-08-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

2dae went to the CMPB. went meet bros niick and jj and thier friend engune.frist went take pic dan jui go registor outself for the stations,total gt 6 stationa ba, went diff ways wif niick dey all, sianx norh, took abt 5 hr to compete every ting norh, sianx diaO. dan went eat lunch dan jui went home wif niick, butt pain norh, sit in bus to ysihun took us 1 hr norh. teacher dae comin up nxt haah.

2006-08-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

jus came back frm sku, f norh, mine the nafa test shd get gold de norh, dunno why get siver, jus one mre point jui gold le, tell teacher norh, he will check for mi, haiz sianx tml gg to the CMPB near redhill ba. ned to reach there abt 8plus ba,will be meetin niick and jj oso. the tings will take at least 5 hrs to complete every ting norh.sianx sianx sianx~``

2006-08-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

gt lota tings to sae norhh, last last week the sat, mine beloved` club NUFCsg win the power 98 at J8, there was pool, manu,and the gunners, we win $3000 worth of vondor` and a big trophoy, really had a fun dae ^^``_

friday` went out wif bros niick to meet beeyen and amanda` at sim lim square at 12plus ba.peii amanda go buy specker norh, dan jui go play pool.quite fun norh. dat jui go slack ard till 3 jui go back settle smth wif niick. meet long` , kt dey all at NP. stay till almost 7 dan jui i and long go back home` le.

2dae went play soccer match near babell. went wif long and tim. we won 2-1, yeah, the opp berri rough and tough norh, fcuk them,anyhow push here and there, tipp mine players oso norh, they no assholes,dan the ref so kelong oso norh, stoopid,tis the wosre ref i hav seen, haiz anyway wad matters is we still win, hah.dan went home bath and eat jui go meet long to join the rest of them watch the ast and newcastle live match near raffle hotel.abt 12 midnite jui reach home norh. enjoy_

2006-08-19T09:56:00.000+08:00

ytd wake up early to reach sku for mine NAFA test,went do all the 5 stations in the hall, waulu the most i hate is the pull up nehh, i did 5 nia, haah,after finish all stations jui get really for the 2.4`. i get 2nd out of 30 plus ppl??, haah, tink mine time is 10:21 ba, might will get gold, will only no the result durin PE lesson,hope others will jia you too ^^. reach home at 12, eat lunch den jui go meet niick for Bball,join jj, alfres nd steven for lunch, waulu dat idoit steven 4gt to bring the ball, he left it at home, smre ask mi to lend him mine bike, if is not for the ball i don even care lo,niick alfres jj nd mii den first went to 850 there slack, see ppl play lo. we started playin when dat steven came wif the ball, play quite a lots of matches. 6plus jui went bros niick hse slack lo, haah, abt 11plus den went home,feelin damn shag nehh,den o9 a while jui go slp liao, lata gg to j8 wif long meetin up wif the NUFCsg fan club for some activly gg on, winner will win $3000

PS: thx for the dinner bros ^^ takeaiire

2006-08-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

after sku went to 850 there play Bball wif long,niick,kt,jj nd steven. quite fun ar after abt a month plus dit play le, haah, play like carp lo mi,the youth nvbr come as dey hav a soccer match for thier sku, hope dey win`.9plus jui walk home wif long, tok so much crap, eps long tell mi abt his dreams, haha, if is real jui song la. eat dinner den go open mine letter le, e letter is abt informin mi dat dey hav refund mi back mine $100 for the IC le, yeah hah, muz start savin le lo, spent almost 300 plus for presents, pay back mine mum,help pay some tings for mine bros, haah, diao rite, nvm luckly i workin at least not so bad. oya mine cousin came mine hse 2dae to stay, i will sure will not hav a nice slp lo :x, luckly stayin for one dae, haah. anyway tml is mine NAFA le, hope can do well arbo fail i ned to go for 5 months BMT!!, haiz sianx

2006-08-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

ytd went meet bro niick at yishun interchange, take train to bugis there and wait for josirlyn and wellx, den we jui went walk ard at the bugis street lo, all gt buy smth,bro niick buy a shit and pant, mi the same, wellx bought a earin frm a veri old uncle :X, bt turn out to be kor ar, he only 18 nia, lols, josirlyn oso bought a *sheep* cloths, hah, jk ar, if u see tis don throw da biian. preace^^,shop for abt 4hrs den jui go back le, niick and josirlyn bring wellx home while i went to mine aunt hse at novana lo, another fun dae to rememb.

2006-08-11T15:57:00.000+08:00

wed went to meet niick and irene for interview at fu lan there, wif the rest to meet tis guy lo, sae muz wear black shirt, so ma fan lo, and oso the place to go, so in the end mi, niick and irene nvbr go work lo, den jui go le, irene went meet her friend, while niick went home den i went went to mine uncle hse lo, go eat and play lo, i go play wif the dog while mine two bro go swimming lo. abt 6plus we eat dinner at the same time see the NDP live. saw those jet-figher plance pass us lo so nice, and so loud, can oso hear the 21 caoon for the firework near us cuz mine uncle hse beside the stadium so shiok wor, the feeling damn nice. abt 8plus go see the firework, so nice, 2night and tml oso gt bt dunno gg ma.the rest of mine cousin and family go play majoinor while i continure go ea.abt 9plus go ring the dog walk outside. when went out saw the whole place full of car and police cars lo, the whole place was jam like wad, sianx diao, bring him walk and walk lo, abt 10 jui go back the hse.abt 11plus cousin jenny drive mine family raffle place station den jui go home le, fun dae, hope u guys enjoy too,anway happy Singapore 41 bdae ^^

2006-08-11T15:32:00.000+08:00

last tues so sianx lo, muz wake up early jus for attenden, reach sku at 8am, sing songs den jui no mre le, muz stay in sku till 11:30 lo, bt i and vance wana go le cuz itdr we gg eat at soeal garden , wana go de bt someone tell us don us lo cuz he will be performin on stage ma, ask us to support him, so we stay behind till abt 11plus lo, den jui go home le, change a while b4 meet vance and the rest at the station, went woodland there eat lo, reach there so long qurece de, sianx diao, so gif them our name lo, sae gt table den will call us, so we go slack ard, walk walk lo, waited for ard 1hr plus lo, damn sianx neh, den we wait there a while mre jui gt table le, so shiok can eat le.haah, all start garbin foods lo like 10 years nvbr eat, bleahs.

the food veri nice wor, eat an eat nope stop, stay there for abt 3 hrs plus, we all so full, den wincent sae wana play game, loser for each round will hav to eat two foods lo, i sae ki siao ar, haah, all so full wan to die meh, den only wincent and jason play lo, haha veri funni le lo, out of 20 rounds jason keep losin only win one time, see his face like cannot tahan liao, lolx,den he sae wana rev so we took two cups full of drinks, who lose will drink it up lo, again jason lose lo, damn funni sia, once he drink finish the two cup, vance and wincent go take ice-cream to eat. den jason ask where the toliet, he sae he wana vom*t le, waulu, so i company him go,once enter the toliet le, he throw up untill like O.o, den find paper for him to wipe lo, i keep tellin him siao ar u, den when hao le, ask him kkies ma, he sae kkies lo, den go back sit, den he sae wana play again, i was like wtf, u really siao le, he sae he now half full nia, so again wincent and jason play lo, loser eat ice-cream, and guess wad, it JASON again who LOSE,wahaha, by den we were all langchin like wad lo, ppl tot we all siao le,den he gif up le, after a while we went court look ard jui go home le, funa dn tiredin dae ^^

2006-08-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

last sat woke up at 5am to get really for work, leave the hse at 6 and reach mine work place at 7am, was workin alone untill abt 8:30 mine manager came to pei wo, hah if not veri sianx de, den after finish workin at 3pm, went to city hall meet doris aka da li si and irene. den we go walk walk ard lo, den tok cock abit, doris and irene den go buy wad ice-cream frm japan de, so exp lo, one small cup cost $3.50, siaox char bo :/, haah. after a while went MS find bros niick and wellx at the lemon tee,den continure go walk ard lo, den at 6plus go pei irene and doris go food court buy thier dinner, they take away de, den went to one place still at MS at the top slack there lo, waited for the firework to start at 9pm.doris and irene wana climb over a wall so can get a better viewbt dey cant cuz so bros niick and mi help to carry them over lo, haah so funni lo doris and irene, don tink i wana sae ba, wait doris sue mi. den at 9plus the firework start le, we started to take pic of it and video it, it was a veri coolin and a fun nite, the firework was veri nice lo, will nvbr 4get tis fun dae :), abt 9:30 juii finish le, we den waited a while mre for those ppl to clear the place as it was veri cowrded lo, went to 7-11 at the city-link there as irene and doris wana buy drinks, we den juii went home le, happy momemt to rememb~ ^^

2006-08-08T18:40:00.000+08:00

last friday, niick bros and wellx pei wo go collect mine IC, b4 dat went hougang station meet wellx, reach the place abt 2plus, after hao le went to beach road there pei niick and wellx eat. they eat dunno wad frm japan food de, quite big cos abt $4.50 ba, O.o, can go Mac there eat liao le, bt they sae tis is healthly ma,den i was like any ting lo, haah~.was chit-chating wif each other, den i sunddenly show them magic, one hand short the other long, it really wan hoh, don belive can ask them, lolx,after dat abt 5plus pei wellx go home, den i and niick take bus home back to yishun liao le, haiz so sianx, gt to start planning and do mine end of year project le,muz head down to sim lim there see wad tings can buy, sianx...

2006-07-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

ytd went out wif bro niick and wei long, went to NP pei long see him play TC 4. den went eat dessent nearby, after dat we slowly walk to niick hse, den i and long go take bus home, went mine hse first to get mine boots and ever ting b4 went to long hse, den went play soccer lo, b4 dat i and long chat abt his char bo ting, den he dec to msg her, after finish playin at 7:30pm, saw long the hp's msg frm her, den long start to haiz, told him not to worry, went home bath b4 meetin up wif mine family at market eat streamboat, a while bros niick msg mi sae dat bros long jus break up wif her, den went call him, haiz, another bro gt tis kind of tings, gettin haiz, sometime really don understand, all i can do is try to cheer them up ba, hope so, haiz

2006-07-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

2dae wake up at 10:45am, den jui go bath and go meet up wif bro niick at the interchange at 11:30, den went to the yishun station there wait for doris and irene b4 we took the train to DG. when we board the train saw kelvin mine sec sku classmate, reach DG station hui wait for wellx lo,she so slow, haha, anway den we went to the cathay to watch the movie, went buy the trickets for the 1:15pm show. we den went eat lunch, after a while jui go buy snacks den we go watch. show ended abt 3:30pm, the show was quite okies lo, bt like no head to tails wan. anyway after the movie jui go PS take neoprints lo, those char bo wan lo, haha i and niick been pull to there lo, so no chioe go take,after dat jui go walk walk a while lo, b4 gg to meet mine family and cousins for BBQ at sembwang park, anyway tink hav tis BBQ is cuz of mine late uncle ba, its been 1 year le, haiz, now think back really veri sad. bt will keep those happy memory of him.haix

btw gt a letter 2dae saein dey hav found mine ez-link and mine IC le, can get a refund of $100 for mine IC

2006-07-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

tis few daes many tings hav happen, mine bros niick hav been feelin low cuz of r/s. been companyin him out tis few daes, wed been at his hse the whole dae, thru went to find wellx at sengsoon, we draw and oso took some pic lo, haah, den firday again went to niick hse the whole dae. been tired oso abt some other tings, haiz anyway tml gg out wif bros niick,wellx,doris and irene to watch "Lady in the water" at DG. bros don anyhow tink le kkies, any ting jus gif a call, takeaiire and slp early.

2006-07-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

manage to find time to blog awhile b4 gg slp for work tml. hiaz so sianx, oya i no mre workin at YMCA oledi, now at other place, bt still workin in 7-11, a place where there lots of cute baby ard,hahaz, though i don like workin there cuz it so far den mine previous place work, somre there mre customes and tings to do lo, hiaz, so long nvbr work, den now havin back pain, gettin old liao,bleahs. still gt to learn some news tings which mine other store don hav, hiaz, so stress man, bt it kinda fun too ba,still gettin use to it. anyway tml will be mine third dae working there, seen all kinds of diff ppl as well, diff as in special ppl, so somhow if i at the counter i will somtime nvbr charge them some items, hope dat steven don get to see it lo, wait tink he will anyhow tell mine manager, de i die lo. btw on mine first dae of work oledi saw mine frienz liao, so qiao,sec dae oso, so dun tink i will sae where ba lol.oya tml will be one of mine mei bdae wor, haven find the time to buy yet, somre tml i workin, so sry hoh, will try mine best.and happy bdae to u. guess dat all ba, gtg slp liao, needa wake up early tml, takeaiire ppl!!

2006-06-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

waulu le f*** lo , dunno which idoit go take mine wallet, happen like tis, ytd plannin to go mine cousin hse there stay de, went board bus 806 at abt 12:20pm, alight outside yishun mrt the bus stop there, den walk to mrt there, on mine way when walkin heard a bustin sound lo, bt i nvbr borther jus turn behind a bit to see wad ting lo, saw a india man behind mi, bt dun care den jui carry on walkin to mrt station, reach le den wana take out wallet ma, so i go take bt den found out missin lo, so scare so i went to the interchange n check to se is mine wallet in the bus ma, den go check dun hav lo, go back write mine infor down den jui call mi parent lo, tell them wad happen, dat time i was oledi sianx half liao, told mine mother to faster help mi call POSB to cancell mine card lo den i oso went to near by police post n report abt the wallet lo, cuz inside gt $54, ez-link,POSB card n most important IC, arrr, if i nvbr get back by nxt week tink i gtg make a new IC le, will cost abt $50-$80 ba. a while slack at steven store a while saw alfeas n kt, den go company them play DDR, a while jui go le, den saw nick n mq n irfan lo, den walk walk a while den jui go home liao.

2dae went eat mine lunch b4 headin to the POSB brand to make a new card lo, qu so long, den gt to sign tings, so sianx, a while jui hao le lo, dat go meet mine mum n ah ma, go buy mine ting jui go back back le, so untill now jus slack lo, hiaz so spiig, hope dat person take will become pig in his/her nxt life, Lols, okies ba, tml will be a better dae, takeaiire

2006-06-25T15:11:00.000+08:00

tis was suppose to be quite a long time ago, anyway went to mine cousin's chatlet at down town east abt 3 week ago ba, cuz it her bdae, heeX, havin a veri fun time yet oso tired, cuz i went to work first, wake up at 5am till work at 3pm lo, went there some of mine cousins went to wild wild wet play so i went to take a nap first, abt 6pm the food arrive, havi buffe, so shiok, the food veri nice, after dat the party start, sing a song n oso mine cousin's friend den do a bdae bash as she 21, lols, see her full of cake so funni, heeX, den continure eatin, some watchin tv, plannin to stay de bt last min nvbr lo, so abt 11plus jui go back le, really hav a fun time, tink i wite till here, will be postin photo ba, takeaiire all :)

frm left: cousin jenny, cousin amy, ah ma n cousin pauline
below: mii n mine cousin's friend

left: mine brother, ah ma, cousin pauline n mii

left: all cousins n ah ma

above: the cake

left: cousin yuhui, happy 21st bda :)

left: cousin yuhui n mine bro

left: bdae gal n mii

2006-06-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

a tiredin dae, 2dae wake up at almost 1pm cuz went watch the wourld cup at 3am, after a while went to nick hse at 4pm to go 2gether to minqi concert, den went to np meet the rest at time zone lo, long dey all go play ddr lo, while nick, steven n mi wait for irfan call, spiig lo irfan sae he wana meet us at time zone, in the end he over shot his stop, so kt,nick,steven n his char bo n mii went to kabib station there lo at the same time oso wait for kt char bo, along the way tok cock lo, haHz, fisrt go to MS mett jj n oso hav our dinner, mii nvbr eat dunno why not hunery, so at abt 7pm went to meet wei long dey all at the victoria hall, went look for seat at the back, while waitin for the ting to start, most of us were tokin or listenin to mp3, Lols, bt even when it started liao still some listen to mp3 or worse slpin!!, lols, dunno who le,minqi if u readin tis hoh, dun angry le, bt err i can only tell u the person slp like a zhu is Guang Liang's the cousin, lols, go beat him, okies jk nia ar :). hmm abt 9:45 we went first first to MS walk walk lo, after dat jui go home le, dat all for 2dae, hope u all hav a fun time too, takeaiire

2006-06-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

hi low, back again after veri long, been lazy,lols, wad hav i been doin, hmm same tings ba, the only diff is jus started to chiong for mine exam, ytd 1st paper, can sae okies ba, tink hav to count on mine MCQ marks le, hiaz. tml last paper liao le, den after dat will be HOLIDAE, yeahh, =-=", Lols can start playin n mayb work ba, hav $$, gt to start buyin tings for mine friends birthdae le, Lols, erm nthin much to sae le, jus oso wana sae jia you to those ppl who oso havin exam tml or thrus. erm gtg study le, takeaiire

mine brother took tis when i was studyin, Lols, so guai le

was i MIA??

2006-05-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

hi low, i am back!! wahaha, so long nvbr update liao, okies ba, let start wif last month the 24, Lolx, went chatlet at aloha loyang, 2gether wif most of mine ex-sec sku classmate, havin so much fun bt ppl oso can tell i quite fan durin the BBQ time, Lolx. anyway start frm day 1 ba, meet up wif phelan, simon, edmund and bang yao at abt 3plus...2gether take bus 39 to the interchange den take take free shuttle bus there, go check in, place our bags den some started to smoke liao, dey gt so stress meh?, hahaz,after a few, cheryl n her two friend, you jin n hu ling come liao le, started to play cards, some watch TV, some go eat, abt 7plues cheryl n her friends ned to go out for thier lion dance, den i ned to pei them cuz dey dunno the way out ma, some mre rainin cats n dogs sia, i was so wet, Lolx, dun ned bath liao, when pei them untill outside liao saw farhan, haqim n thier friend hiddin themself behind the unbelma tot i cannot see them, ha, so go back 2gether bath den start to cook for dinner liao, den play again, den abt 12plus samual n a few ppl oso come, play maijog,lolx,abt 2plus i n a few ppl go buy mac to eat,

After dat play again untill abt 7plus in the mornin den i go slp liao, i suppose to go swimmin wif phelanhna n a few ppl de, bt i veri tired so slp untill 11plus, same ting on the secnod dae, den the best part BBQ!!, abt 4plus mre ppl come, went pick up doris,irene n sumin outside to help them carry the tings, den we tok cock untill the BBQ's diverly man come, started to start the BBQ started,the gals started cookin in the kitcket, after every ting is done, start to BBQ liao, bt den 4gt to buy the net, so doris, irene, sumin, bang yao and i went to cheers and buy, by the time we came in the sky is oledi veri dark liao, hahaz, the food veri shiok, es the chicken wing, muz thx doris for helpin mi make tis chatlet sucessfull wor :)

After abt 11plus ppl went back home liao le, left mi, kai sheng, han bin n edmund, start to clean up the place lo, so messy sia n smelly, Lolx, den irene call mi ask mi i gt see her wallet ma, sae dun hav den help her find, tot she is cryin bt is not, cuz she gt flu, Lolx, den i go find every where lo, under the chair, the rms, behind the TV, toliet n lastly the rusbbin bin full of our chicken bone, Lolx, use a dong to dig up still cannot find sia, den let her no, so sad lo, all her IC ect gone liao, den samual dey all again come, dey eat the food which is wad left lo, den i,kai sheng, edmund go swim, quite fun ar, the water damn cold sia, play untill dunno why edmund sunddenly go up den smilin de, den he tell us he piss in the water, waulu lo, we start to swim up den scold him upside down, Lolx, den a while go back le, some still go play while i go slp le.

last day, i saw mine hp gt msg go see, irene sae sry to mi sae dat is act she nvbr bring her wallet out, her father go keep cuz her father no she gt STM de so help her keep, waulu den gt smelly for...hahaz aiya nvm wan ar, muz help if not wait kai sheng best mi sia, heeX den we check out n den jui went home liao le, really hav a lot of fun wif u guys, wana thx them for comin n to doris xixie ni, okies ba i will jus oso put up some photo n if gt mre time will add mre de, takeaiire

itdr gg chatlet

2006-04-24T10:36:00.000+08:00

havin a bz week, so meanin oso slp realy less, gg to hav big two black black panda eye le, =-=''...hahaz nhin much to sae le, itdr gg to chatlet le, itdr oso meetin phelan to buy some things for the BBQ, well nthin to sae le, will be comin back tis wed,cya, all takeaiire ya :)

tried

2006-04-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

hiazz time now is 1:30am in the mornin and not slpin yet...dunno why tis past few days cant slp till 2am.anyway last sat mornin went to nick's hse early go there hav mine lunch den sit there relax lo,gt one zhu still slpin den sunddenly wake up,hahaz,anway ard 3pm go down to 850 play Bball wif the rest, gt nick,jj,steven,gris,weeyang n weele,play halfway den rain veri hervry le, waited till ard almost 6 den stop le lo,play a while mre den go went back hm le...sianx

ytd dunno why auto walk up at 3am den went back slp...in the end i was late for work,luckly mine dad wake mi up ah bo i die, startin work at 7am, bt wake up at 6:45,so faster rush lo,reach there abt 8am ba,Lol's,den ju start workin liao lo, some customes owas gifin problems de lo,veri fan wan lo,hiazz.Finish work at 3pm, bt cos i late ma, so i carry on stay and help lo,see i so guai, hahaz,stay till almost 5pm den go back hm,rest a while b4 gg to play soccer lo,den come back bath ju halfway mine ah ma n mine cousin come mine hse,watch TV till abt,1am den come here blog lo.

hiaz dunno wad wrong wif mi...deep down inside mi am feelin so low n down,tink ppl oso can see the changes in mi ba,really feel like jus slp mine whole life,mayb i jus cant forget her ba,and oso jus get to know smth abt mine uncle,after hearin it,tears almost comin down...really veri sad to know abt it... hiaz,really dunno wad to do.dun tink i am writin much abt tis ba,hope things do get better, tml is owas a better day...takeaiire ya

words

2006-04-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

saw tis written tink it nice to post here....

Here comes the tragedy
When everyone's playing happily
The breaking apart of the Annex Family
After we lost miserably
Why must things turn out this way
Maybe we're used to doing things our way
Till we pay no attention to that day
When we finally got our 'just' pay

So how are we supposed to react
when our nightmares have became a fact
Do we really have to make a life pact
Or just carry on with this act
Do what we must
Have enough trust
Don't let our efforts turn into dust
Winning is a must!

i am back!

2006-04-14T21:16:00.000+08:00

hi, been months i last blog, hahaz, manage to fix mine blog le. well there lots of things happen tis past few months, sad to say Annex begin fallin since feb, been 3 months le, still remember the times we beat ppl ard yishun area, now thinking back i really enjoy the times,bt due to some things it started fallin n i know why, cos i myself oso dun like it.well at least most ppl still play Bball together, now left is only the youth team.hope they do train well ba :)

anyway same as the others, go skool to study bt owas slack there, heeX,really miss mine sec skool life,so fast 6 years past le, hiaz, now havin 3 weeks holiday, really ned to start studying le,exam abt a month ba, hope i do well, same for others who doing O and N lvl tis year.

well not long went ton at paris pris park wif nick,mq,irfan,cheryl,kt,wellx,jj n steven.had lots of fun,see the pic ba, heeX.well 2dae went out wif nick,mq,well n well's tai gong,went shop ard PS n oso went bugis,went to buy persent for one of mine gan mei. tml Bball training again hope dun rain if not at home so sianx,havin chalet on the 24 of april wif mine sec skool friends, hope they do come.well and oso not long ago mine ah gong went back to hopital again,hiaz dunno wad happen to him, hope he recover well,nthin to sae le ba,hope u all enjoy ur day too ya :)

YA i am FREEEEEEEEEEE

2005-11-24T05:30:00.000+08:00

finillay i am exam-free hahax, the exam a bit hard ar hope i can pass.well tt will be the last time i will be seein mine frienz as nxt year most likey to be in diff class, so sad, bt at least still in same skool. erm now i might be helpin out mine aunt in taka workin there ba. nthin much to sai ba, jus itdr gg out wif wei long to causeway point, opp gtg liao cya :)

class chalet

2005-11-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

went to chalet last mon to wed,was having soo much fun wif mine classmate,bt oso sad tt might be the last time to be in the same class nxt year. anyway went to chalet wif vance, reach there abt 7+ and the rest are oledi there cooking dinner while some playing ps2. wow seh d place so big,hahax see boon juan's underwear hanging tt i took a pic of it(dun tink i will display here heeX),anyway so many rm bt guess wht not enough fer mi n vance, hahax, so bo ping gt to share wif yi si and kuku, sad man cant image 4 ppl sharing one bed, hahax will die ar!!.
anyway after dinner who was cook by jai wei. went play ps2 wif d rest n oso tok cock a lot in d rm wif vance and kuku, n oso i and kuku went and make vance, dun tink i will sai ar, bt jus see the pic u will know liao, wahaha. anyway i dun plan to ZZz oso, so continue toking n, after a while we went play porker card in d rm so hahax in the end yo si was so tried cos he cant slp in d rm so went slp in d living rm, hahax, i really muz a peng fu him cos so hot only one little fan and he wearing long pant to slp le, somemore some ppl still playing ps2 and the vol was so loud,like tt oso can slp ma?? i dunno, hahax, anyway stop playing around 1+ n left mi, vance and kuku in the rm. kuku went slp first so i tok wif vance n went watch tv, went back to rm cos vance wana slp so campany him, was so funny cos kuku was taking the whole bed to himself tt vance gt no space to lie down on, only veri small space, and vance was like trying to make his way in, another problem was kuku was wraping himself wif the blanket so vance dun hav any and we were like pulling it out tt he was.... n thn vance was telling him "i veri cold" bt he cannot hear,bt vance manage to cover his leg a bit so the whole thing was so funny, hahax.

u see oso wana drop on the floor.after tt dun disbute him n went out join tien soon play ps2.play till 7+ before gg to slp in cedric's rm. wake up abt 10 min itdr cos of tt spig fone sound the alram, so went eat breakfast in thn went back slp. woke up at 10+ and join jai wei and cedric at the baskellball count, bt in the end nv play as the ring sux. so join ppl play soccer, i cedric and someone one team, mine team win bt i was sweating like hell as so long nv play le. so i went back n took a bath n gt to wait fer irene n the rest to come back frm thier shopping as to get ready fer tonight bbq n oso muz wait fer the lunch to cook le, wao seh by the time we eat was like almost 3pm liao, hurnry like siao, hahax, after a while more ppl come. starting getting ready fer the bbq at 6+ and cook the chicken wing ect. so shiok, now sai now feel like eating now,hahax, at 8+ our teacher mr ng oso come join us. at 10+ some went home wif mr ng and we starting cleaning up the place.gt to wait fer tien soon and boon juan as they hav a basketball match tt afternoon, wait fer them like abt 12am n we started eating supper,went slp wif vance.last dae of chalet, nthing much jus eating breaket and gt to clear stuff and ready to check out liao.wait fer the shuttel bus at 10:50am to bring us to the mrt. wana know why i can remember the time so well cos something happen.when the bus came we were boarding up when the bus driver stop boon juan frm entering, the spig driver jus push him off the bus and he almost fell on the floor.wht kind driver is tt. we were angry oso cos if miss the bus gt to wait another hour and so a very long way. so at the nxt stop yen tze went down and campany boon juan to go to the mrt, while me cedric and irene went call the campany up and complain and they sai they will deal wif him and they sai sorry.after waiting fer boon juan and yen tze to come we went take the mrt back, i vance and yen tze drop off at bugi campany vance find the job, oso went sim lim and look around, went back at abt 1+. so tt all i 2dae ba, hope u oso enjoy ur dae.bye

cousin wedding

2005-11-07T11:45:00.000+08:00

yo jus came back frm mine cousin wedding lunch at newton. ned to go there early to help out.reach d hotel at 11am n went to the rm to see mine cousin n of cos the groom. wow wear soo nice, hahax nvm mine time will come wan, heeX. ppl started coming abt 1+ n got to tell them which table to sit ect. went in to hear d mc wht they going to sai on tt dae at 2pm. anyway so long never taste all d foods liao, hahax like shark fin ect. sooo shiok!!!, after everything went fer a photo together, n as u know, when throw the flower will be d nxt one to get married, so one cousin's gf get it so... wahahaha am going to taste the foods again hahax, so bro jia you. anyway i wish mine cousin a happy marriage. here only one photo which i took wif mine family after the whole thing ended, will upload here more when i get it frm mine cousin.so i guess tt all fer now ya.

[b]uf[f]et l[u]n[c]h

2005-11-03T07:40:00.000+08:00

haloo am back again wif more things to sai. went to mine cousin hse fer buffet on 30 oct. as mine cousin will be getting married liao, feel happy fer her.was takin some shot wif mine niece n cousin as i was waitin fer ppl to take finish thier sevring, oso while waitin was tokin wif mine cousin in msn who is now still in oversea studying. d food soooo shiok man!! hahax, eaten a lot of pizza oso, wahaha, after eatingi was chating wif mine cousin a while, before leaving wif mine family n cousin to go shopping at orchard, fer me i went to taka and find alfred who was working there, hahax anyway soon we will be working together as after mine exam i will oso be working there, stay n chat wif him till 6+ before i go home liao. tt all ba :P

++ah gong bdae++

2005-11-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

yo being abt a month i last blog liao, so now back again heeX. went to mine ah gong bdae last sat at abt 6pm, veri long nv seen them liao, oso veri long nv see mine cousins, nephews n nieces, too bad did not take any photo wif mine ah gong bt only took wif mine bro n cousin, bt was really havin soooo much fun tokin n playing wif mine cousins, newphews n nieces. dun really hav much to sai liao as ned to leave early at 10+. so i end till here ba.

Sun footie

2005-07-11T14:09:00.000+08:00

once again updating for the week... ytd footie was veri enjoyable... though the atted was not gd.. the team spirit was there...O it was raining cats and dogs bt we were still playing in the rain... cos tt make it fun...hahax... and u no wht mi team won the match against mi mangaer... we were playing the golder goal... whoever lost hav 2 do 20 push up... hahax so mi mangaer team does tt.i jus feel so gd :P... mr mangaer if u somzhow get 2 read tis plz don put mi in the tranfer list k...hahax...o and more thing while we were training there was tis group of ppl praying 2 thier god call Krishna. they were wheeling around it the whole pitch... abt 6-7 rounds... hahax GOD cos of tis mi give mi head pain and mi stomach pain(no offend)...hahax. training finish abt 7:15pm than went buy dinner at 200+ Mac... saw Hua there campany him lor...around 9:30 went hme liao... guess tt it for the day... slp time...ZZZzzzZZzzZZ

Wht a DaY

2005-07-11T14:07:00.000+08:00

hmm... last friday woke up in the morning than play com.around 10am left for sch. lesson veri sian so i go there play com while teacher tok...though sian bt veri funny..hahax.teacher tok for 2 hr mouth cannot stop wan leh.. hehex.sch ended went home play com again... chat wif mi friend... than went for lunch b4 gg for np... reach opss liao than go carteen wanted 2 drink water wan bt than c sec 1 there... so nv go drink lor bt gt ppl there call mi nv rely back...hahax went sand pitch saw kwang wei amd the rest there... chat wif them than training start... as usual same miztake... teach liao than test them... c somz ppl laugh herz and there...hahax not gg into tt part.nxt campcaft oso samz lor.than debelif... np ended early dun 2 a concert... so went 2 walk walk lor at northpoint wif wei loon,siao char bor and e rest of CIs.go for early dinner at long john than go shop again... so sian c the time only 6pm... than meet wif sze li and the rest go shop AGAIN...all tis shopping can make mi siao leh... hahax...finally don ned 2 shop liao went 2 mac and rest.rest until around 7 go back early cos somzthing happen.for mi don feel like gg hme yet cos ppl will b in mi house sure veri nosiey wan... so went market buy somzthing than veri sian go find Jun Hua... hahax he oso sain so we go out... went 2 cho pang n find alfred mi other friend who working there. ned 2 save $$$ so we walk there.. take around 30min 2 reach sia. so tried so buy drinks and started 2 chat lor... chat until10+ walk hme wif hua... than xiangting msg mi 2 call her cos gt confer so call lor... tok a bit than put down cos use HP leh.. veri expansive wan... reach hme still gt ppl at mi hme... so take somzting eat than went confer... tok till 1am cos gt ppl go lalaland liao... hahax... tried bt don feel like slp so play com until 3am than go slp liao... wht a day...

~ Mi FaMilY ~

2005-07-11T14:02:00.000+08:00

Wht fun we had men... went swimming,chat with mi cousins... play PS2.But the best EAT EAT EAT... haha... cant wait for another one.